bye 2012

hey ...im gonna miss th memories in 2012....thr r alot of things tht happen in this year which im so grateful to learn how to be a matured girl.hmmm well....i cant count how many problms, happiness o sadness in ths year....
alamak y tiba2 emo ne...anwy i just nak cakap i hope ppl yg rapat dengan sy akan sntiasa support fawa walau apa keadaan sekali pun.memahami saya dengan lebih mendalam..mengenali diri ini dengan sudut pandangan yang berbeza....sy sebenarnya xsekuat seperti yg anda fikirkan....saya mempelajari segala kegagalan itu dengan tangisan didalam hati...saya taw saya bukan pandai, saya taw saya selalu jual mahal kat org yg ingin mengenali sy....
hmmmm.....well tht all frm me...i love u olls n btw im sorry if ada terkasar bhs secara sngaja mahupan tanpa disedari..sekian untuk kali ini,...


p.s: tadi bos spend lunch lagi heheheh :p

july 18th

tarikh adalah tarikh harijadi fawa ..dmn tarikh ne juga tarikh perkenalan fawa dgn someone ne yg digelar doktor S!hahhaha ok mcm org yg fawa ada crush kebnykkan semua start dr huruf S kan?ok nvm leave it ..kebetulan kot..hahaha..ok meh i ceta sal doktor ne..actually dya ne future doktor..skrg dya still study lerr..ehehhe anyway lets start the story!

fawa kenal doktor S ne dari kwn fawa..2 hari sebelum birthday fawa,ada satu program keusahwanan kat kampus n kebetulan mcm ada bazaar la ..time tu i n my friend's ne jalan2 aa ,round2 tgk2 brg kat setiap gerai..n kami stop kat satu gerai yang jual mcm2..bju kurung ler,topi ,clip rambut n so on..fawa time tu mcm malas skit ler nak beli brg cz mcm xde moood.so kwn i jerla yg beli2 kat situ..

n kami mamat yg layan kami bgi fara ok laa..cz fawa mcm teda feelings jz kwn fawa ne la yg xhbis2 ckp dya sweet cz? SEBAB DIA BAGI BNYK DISKOUNT kat my fren ne laaaaaa~ hahha tu laa dya puji gilerrrr...siap minta num fon lagi taw ! :0 

tapi fawa kan jenis yg sporting jz wat donno jerrrrr drama yg berlaku time tu hahahaha..ok full stop!

the next day is my birthday kan...then fawa wat la party kat rmh kira my babes smua dtg..awwwww*i miss them now* n nak taw x sepa lagi dtg? tht doktor ok! actually seblum ne fawa xtw la ygy dya ne doktor...tpi my friends yg temankan fawa hritu ckp yg mamat tu bgtw dia tu doktor.ok fine I XPERCAYA ok...nape?yerlaa i thought teda la doktor2 ne yg busy kan diri wat business part time..rupa2nya doktor S ne jenis yang rajin bekerja..so dya wat part time kerja dgn kwn dya wat business sementara cuti sem dya..

ok phm?skrg mari i sambung balik..hahahahaha then mcm i terkejut lerr time dya dtg ke rumah fawa..yerlaa dalaa dy first man yg dtg rmh..i mean sblm ne kwn lelaki yg dtgdia  rmh itupn clsmates fawa..hahahha gilerrrr panik dowhhh! hahahha sumpah fawa xBERCAKAP dgn dya cz mcm ..hmmmm ntah....hahhaha
dia pn diam2 so time birthfay part tu pn my mom's yg bnyk ckp dgn dia..hahahha..fawa?TERGAGAP gilerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....hahhhahaha...tapi everythn ok lahh..happening..gelak sn gelak sini..ahhaha!

so wht next?......



p/s : will be continue....... :p

hahahahha haaiiii!

helooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo....im bacccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk..
gilerr smngt fawa rs..hahahhaa..ok mcm apa jak kan..fuiyooooo lama gilerrr xupdate..actually fawa nak update tpi smuanya kat draft..haahah mls aa nk post cz mcm emo gilerr laa.*apsal aq bnyk prkataan "gilerr" ne* hahahha..ok fawa da post so korang ap cerr?u knw wht i finally da hbis da my diploma!!!wehooooo tinggal graduation jak ne.lolx.syukur alhamdulilah..n now im working *duhhhh T_T* kat legal firm as a clerk jerrr..tpi syok laaa cz ada experience kat legal firm ne..hahaha.
oyaa fawa ada ltk link blog ne kat twitter fawa so sspa bru smpai kat sini fawa nak ucap WELCOME TO MY ANNYOING WORLD n sspa nak follow twitter fawa jz follow la yer tpe jer @farramore adalah tu muka i yg annyoin tu hahahah..
heheehheeh...now im sitting infornt of my office laptop n gilerr x ?tym kerja post kat blog ne.hahahahah well u knw me hahahaha..ok laa nnti mlm fawa update lagi yer lau sempat..heheheh.bye..

p.s: TWILIGHT BREAKING DAWN PART 2 ...dah habisssss :'(

moshi moshi

helo semua..apa kabar?hope semua baik2 laa..well fawa ok jerr..dah lama sngt kan xupdate..busy lerr.plus fawa tak taw nak post apa lgi kat blog ne.kekeringan idea lerr..sebenarnya fawa nak share story life fawa tapi mcm agak'over;' la kan..mcm private things pla tu nak share..oyaa sebenarya fawa happy sngt dengan kehidupan SINGLE gilerr ne.hahaha.feel so blessed to have my good and awsome friends around me.ntah lah kalau teda dorang ne ,maybe forever alone la ne kan.hehehhe.hahahaha..mmmm nak ceta pa yerr?love story?ehh boring laa..mcm setiap post sal love story jerr..hah tgk ne..mcm teda idea kan?sbb tulaa jarang update..hahah update pun mcm ntah pa2..tak lama lagi puasa ..yehuuu! hahha ok laa tu jer laa bye..

p.s : HAHAHAHAH

well one direction is one of my fav band boys now!!oh yeaa ZAYN MALIK i do LOVE you!i just wnna share u one of my fav song dr band ne...th song tht inspire me alot HAHAHA.touching giler dgr ne lagu...thnx 1D!


                                                                             "Taken"

[Liam]
Now that you can't have me
You suddenly want me
Now that I'm with somebody else
You tell me you love me
I slept on your doorstep
Begging for one chance
Now that I finally moved on
You say that you missed me all along

[Harry]
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think I am?
You only love to see me breaking
You only want me cause I'm taken
You don't really want my heart
No, you just like to know you can
Still be the one who gets it breaking
You only want me when I'm taken

[Liam]
You're messing with my head
Girl that's what you do best
Saying there's nothing you won't do
To get me to say yes
You're impossible to resist
But I wouldn't bet your heart on it
It's like I'm finally awake
And you're just a beautiful mistake

[Harry]
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think I am?
You only love to see me breaking
You only want me cause I'm taken
You don't really want my heart
No, you just like to know you can
Still be the one who gets it breaking
You only want me when I'm taken

[Zayn]
Thank you for showing me
Who you are underneath
No, thank you, I don't need
Another heartless misery
You think I'm doing this to make you jealous
And I know that you hate to hear this
But this is not about you anymore

[Harry]
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think I am?
You only love to see me breaking
You only want me cause I'm taken
You don't really want my heart
No, you just like to know you can
Still be the one who gets it breaking
You only want me when I'm taken

[Liam]
Now that you can't have me
You suddenly want me

whatsaapp between my bff-yaar

me : yaarrrr..im so saddddd
yaar :y dumb girl.wht now?
me:huh'he email me again
yaar : y u sooo stupid.just block him n get out frm his life.find a new boyfriend or u wnt me to find 4 u :p
me:sstop callin me stupid n i dnt wnt bf anymore.i hetchuu
yaar:awww my sweet lil annyoin girl.well wht shld i do 4 u?
me:im jz sad...huhuhu
yaar:thn find a drugs
me:u crazy!at least care laa my feelings u moron
yaar:wht shld i do if u alwyz emo like ths 24/7.sad bcz of ur stupid bloody jerk ex's.fawa...plzzz he nothing to u.i knw cz im a man..i ever on his situations bt now im bcme a responsible man aftr i found my gf.now ur turn fawa..find ur hapiiiinnneesss but not frm him
me:but.....evryman wil did like that
yaar:no trust me.soon u'l find ur Edward Cullen....i promise...dnt be sad barbie..em alwyz here wid u,after all u r like my lil sis although our age jz 1 year different.hmmm
me:awwwww...thnx bunnyyyy...i love u brother's.tnx 4 evrything
yaar:ya3..i hetchuu u too..hehehhee..now dnt be sad k..
me:awwwwiiii heheheeh ok moron
yaar:u double triple moron pagal n nxt time think like a man.hehehehe

well my whatsapp wid my caring brother's untill tht...im jz happy to have him as my close n best friend's everrrr!!!!!thnx bunnyyyy

i hetchuu

cam besaaa...hi..n hari ne fawa nak share psl perasaan faawa..sedih gilerrr...huhuhuh 2 hari yg lalu ex's fawa txt fawa.subuh2..huhuh ..kononya dia dah kat England .huhuh waa kat sana da u aa..tak bagitaw pown!dia cakap kat fawa yang dia sangat sayang n he still love me.n i said to him WTF!!???he left me like a dumb girl for 2 years .left me like nothing now he said im everything to him???huh' dah berapa perempuan dah u ambil.n alasan drnya sbb dia kecewa KNON cuz fawa ne over drama n terlampau manja sebab tu laa dia cari perempuan lain yang memahaminya sebagai seorng GENTLEMAN...hakkktuiii laaa.disebabkan msgnya tu fawa terbangun subuh2 pastu terus ber-emo kat TWITTER...harap2 la teda org baca.seriuuuuusssssssssslllllyyy fawa benci dia.sepenuh hati.aisehhh..bukan la benci sangat cuma..hmmmmm sakit hati jerr.dia datang suka hati tanpa ada perasaan bersalah.ne yang wat fawa tak puas hati.kepada girl yg kebas dia dari fawa tu pun fawa benci.eeee kin geram.lau fawa masa tu ada kat tempat kmurang mmg habis la muka kamu tu satu2.korang xtaw ka apa tu perasaan disakiti?????dicurangi??urrghhh hope karma will find n catch both of u to hell.
pastu fawa meluahkan segala perasaan ne kepada the only male best friend's -yaar. hahahah. taw tak apa respond nya? dia gelak ,ketawa n cakap fawa DUMB,STUPID!.huhuhuh i hetchu yaar.tapi betul la apa dia cakap..wat pa nak balik n layan org yang tinggalkan kita,yg sakiti hati kita selama ini.mungkin hari ne dia jujur mana taw esk2 dia ulangi perkara yang sama thn fawa akan sedih lgi n bla3. ok FINE.thnx yaar.u r RIGHT!i hv to be strongggggggggg! *yerlaa pastu esk2 kembali emo*

p/s: maybe cancerians is a emo ppl?

to mr.S

never mind la lau awak dah bc blog sy yg lma ne..hmm at least awk da taw da kisah silam sy.silam lerr sngt..huhuhuh ..dnt wori i wont fall in love wid u..cz i knw my limits as ur friend's :') i like u cz u r diffrent frm my othr male friends..so awk kira spcial laa..so dnt wori im a PROFESIONAL..hhehehe..ok =')

p/s: gd nitezzzzzz

i dnt knw

hi...korang apa kabar?fawa ok jerr besala emo sndri2 slalu.hmmm skrg ne fawa tgh siapkan business proposal fawa..nxt week dah kna hntr n present.well busy la skit ne..tpi still blogging. sbnrnya fawa da tukar da url ne cuz mm someone tht i think 'spcial' dah terbca dah blog ne..duiii malu laa kantoi.yerlaa i knw laa dy bknya bf fawa kerr ape kerr tp kan dy kira kawan rapat yg fawa ....mmmm yg fawa rs cm mmm..ehh dah laa 'mmm' yerlaa fawa TERSUKA..hahaha ouuppssss hrp2 dy xdpt detect ker apa ker,lgipun bknya fawa mention namanya kan.hehehe he makes me remmebr my first love suddnly.love tht i think can give me wonderful love story.bt yeaa dy sdikit giler2.hahahah. idnt knw y i felt so comfortable wid him..aiseehh men padahal teda pa2. xpelaaa berangan kan bole. hmmmm kelmarin ari yg sama.. ex fawa text ..huhhuhuhuhuh uwaaaa~ japp aa nak nangis dulu. :'( huhuhuh kata kuat xp skali ex txt terus jd cm tikus.huhhuhu..dia p tnya sal life fawa skrg ne n nak taw tak fawa cakap fawa hapy dgn life fawa skrg tmbhan dgn adnya 'cinta baru'. teruskan dia ckp ok la.enjoy ur life.tht all.hhuhhu yea i knw im so stupid cz lied abt it.tapi kan apa leh wat dah terpaksa,cinta baru pn teda ne smngat nak gitaw dah jumpa cinta baru.. huhuhuhu :'(
biarlaa dya..huhuhh yg penting fawa ada kawan2 yg syng kat fawa..yaaa finally i found my true friends.i dnt knw who em i widout thnm :(
sometimes i wonder y he did alot of things tht hurt my heart n i still love him.somtimes i asked myself 'did i love him tht much till i forgot wht is love means?'im scrd to opn my heart to anyone cuz i knw thy will do th same things like my ex did to me. huhuhhhu..fawa taw dy xnak lepaskan fawa n tgk fawa happy .kejam tak dy?tapi fawa stil lgi contct dy.stupid kan me?huhuhuu hmmm nak ceta lebih banyak nnti korang mls pla nk bc luahan hati ne..tapi seriusly hari ne fawa rs2 down sngt.mybe kwn2 rpt fawa xsngka budak yg suka bercerita,ketwa sn sni,hapy go luck ne sbnrnya bnyk rahsia n perasaan yg trsmbunyi.kesedihan yg fawa simpan drpd org len.sbb bgi fawa tgk org hapy ,fawa pn hapy.. :')
alamak apasal over sngt ne sedih...huhu....hmmmm biarlaa fawa sndri jerr yg taw..i m scared ..dah laa fawa nak smbung wat keja nnti fawa ceta lgi laa k
p/s: teardrops on my gitar :')