apalaahh?

minggu yang mentensionkn.,..ugghh.. many things happen to me.now i xdpt nak cover lagi.bayangkan lau handphone anda hilang?perrrghhh.sedihhhnyaaaa.banyak memori kat dalam phone tu.eeee..tapi uncle dah promise smthng dahhh.nak mati laa sy hard work for it..ishhhh.tapi mesti kena work hard for it.insyaallah.*padahal trhuyung hayang masi*
oyaa saya akan pergi bha tu picnic yang dianjurkan oleh clz.xpyh laa nak mmrli di blog ka.sabar jak bhaa.naa ne kali laahh sy post.saja jak bhaa kmi ckp xmau pergi sbb nak wat surprise.ishhh.naa bkn surprise laa sdh ne.saja nak ckp last2 minute.malas kmi mau kecoh2.tapi ko dah ckp kat blog psl sunburn laa itu laa sepa lagi lau bkn kmi.nxt time think before post smthing.mr.bon pun sudah tahu ,saja dia wat secret tak mahu bagi tahu smua.haiyaaaaa~

p/s:HAISHH!

childish?

someone call me a childish girl.wtf!?am i too childish?urrgghh my dad also call me that.alwyz jealous thn acting like a kid n bla bla bla.huh??ok fine im not MATRURED .i admit.so why la?u wnt me looked older thn my age?haiyaa..if i can be single forever ,ok fine.at least i can be like OPRAH WINFREY.she is the nost richest woman that been reported by People magazine.she still not yet married perhaps i think she will never married.hahahah.she alwyz loaded wid money n those luxury things. and if i become like that,for sure  i can buy those luxury things for myself.*sje show off*.Bachelor tht i LIKE is RYAN SECREAST .he age now is 30+ somthing n still not yet married too.BUT he is the one who play  IMPORTANT role in E! television station.kaya yaw~who else huh?oyeahh my super HOT dude!ENRIQUE IGLESIAS.he also not yet married .jz focus on his carrier same with ryan seacreast. one more is Top host in my country -FARAH FAUZANA yaww~single girl but not single with money.do u get it what i mean?i think she is the rich female host in my country n she still single although her age is like 25+.she just work n work n work.she do that for herself n her family.awww..what a responsible child~   wow! i think i shld follow like them.focus on carrier first.thn when i got money i can do ever i want.buy own car,house,go for charity n so on.well it is my dream.

p/s: exam,exam,exam

i dont want u anymore.....

I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love
I loved the most
And I learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms


Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
Cause you broke all your promises

And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?


i'll go away frm ur life.i have my new life..i knw first love cant be forget jz like tht.but till when i wnna hurt ,sad with this all things that happen to me.i reject all the love tht come to me cz of YOU.i close my heart jz for YOU.but now its over.plzz dnt come back to me. jz go with the love tht i gv to you cz i cant take back the love.go with ur own life.i know i cant be perfect like u want.im a childish and yet till nw i remain like tht.perhaps someone never complain abt tht like u do.im sorry..i cant love u anymore...although this heart still think abt you..

p/s:we never be together...=(

line oh line!

yerrrrr!!i hate this line at my uni.seriously make my blood pressure high.stupid!damn!useless!jz can opn blog n facebook bt i cant upload my pic.urrgghhh~wht's wrong with line here.shit.n twitter.i cant opn it so fast like usual.stupid.seriously very damn!oupps.im too much.jz now emm..hehehhe..he wnt borrow his broadband to me BUT i dont wnt laa.eee.i feel weird if took smthng frm him.who him?*check my previous entry*
haiyaaa..wht can i do now is jz sitting,doing my asignment thn study cz kak andi my roomate ask me to study.heheheh.awww..so sweet.yaaaaa..after ths hard work thn i will go to KUALA LUMPUR for a holiday.travel alone.yeahh.adventure !ok2 clam down farah.huuuuuuuhhhhh~cant wait.at least ths think can make me smile for a while rather think of the stupid line.pffffff~ =.=''
i have a sweet words of love for someone spcial :

looking at ur eye make me think alot of question,

question that i dont know if i can found it by myself,

u make me smile even with ur weird smile,

u make me realise of something that i cnt found frm others,

love sometimes can be magic,

BUT magic sometime jz an ilusion.

im afraid if u'll do the same thing like others,

full of lie,violence words and make me hurt.

can u be my hero?

can u be my romeo?

can u be the prince tht can gv full of love to me?

waahhh..so jiwang ..ssshh besalaa..dah2 xlm lg exam no cinta2.pordahh.mn nk dapat ilham lau x cri dr dorang.hahahha.

p/s:   feeling hungry~~~~~

hehehe..my pangeran

whoa~i make a choclate cake??for the first time in my life......yeahhh i can make it!mom thnx for guide me.lalalal.i jz give to my pangeran.what is pangeran?hehehe well pangeran mean prince in brunei language.hehehen he give me choclete.errkkk choclete  tht bought frm their 'koperasi'hahhaah.yaa i jz looked at his choclete thn i laugh n laugh.so funny.i dont want to eat cz i dont know wht it would test if it in my mouth.hahahah*shy*

well am i serious with him?yaaaaa..ehh NO!we r jz good friend right?eee..he alwyz bully me laa..hate him.his not bad for me.his ok.nt tall like my PREVIOUS bf.hahahhaha.ohh well~
im so shy if he make a video call with me.seriously whn saw his face infront of me i'll SHOUT!hahahah.thn start the stupid fighting.eeee..weird laaa~ok lagi if he jz call me widout do the video call thing.actually i do lie to him tht i have bf.hahaha.thts y sometime he feel curious n alwyz asking abt tht.but im a DRAMA QUEEN.hehehe i knw how to handle the situation.lolx.wait laa..still early bhaa tu having a relationship.(burrhh sound like gv up) hahahha...hahaha

hey wait a minute.choclate again?want to knw smthng.frm primary school till uni.guyz only gv me choclate ok.no teddy bear.no flowers.hahaha..like the princess wid roses.auch!bt i nvr feel tht.only choclate n choclate.maybe it is the easiest thing for guy to buy for the girl espcially those who nt romantic!hahhahaah.some of them jz gv no matter wht kind of chlote.ferro rochre n most common is CADBURRY.hahahaha.bt ths time cm spcial skit laa.perrgghhh jiwang laa i.bila nk declare?huahuahuahuahua..soaln bonus drpd someone.T bkn nma sbnry.hahaha.kmi still kwn laa.blm ada apa2 .*shy again* bhaa dah laa..senyum2 sndri plaa aq skrg taw.
he text me jz now :'syg,thnx for the chcolte cake.u make my day perfect!' yawwww~~ i was like OMG!biar betul dya ne.or im jz perasan??eee mommy!!! i hate ths feelings laaa..huhhuhuhuh.he smile jz now like senyuman yg somthinng weird.wooww post is all about him i think.bhaa who's knw abt him jz keep quiet laa..ok.yepiii ths time my choice is malaysian people!!no more international .hahaha.pengeran u make me forget about someone .thnx u so muchhh..=')
ok laa..thts all for the fairy tales story.byee

frm the pangeran

p/s:somewhere between all our laugh ,long talk,stupid little fighting and all our jokes,i fall in love wid u.

what the hell

seriously now im feel so tensed .even now i cant smile or wht.stupid kan?i dont knw wht im stress abt.no words to explain abt it.relationship?no im ok.urrgghh dnt said abt reltionship cz im still SINGLE.everything tht i do seem not so perfect for me.maybe im stress abt the account subjct .i guess so.thn it totally ruin my mood of the day.i dont knw wht to do wid account.exam around the corner n i still nt ready for tht.im so sad wid ths.

oyaaa..u knw wht, now i dont like to ONLINE.yes!IM NOT JOKING OK.if i opn laptop i only find the news n thn email thn shut down.tht it!yai!..werid kan..if i wnt to online its only cz of my friends asking me to online.it quite boring for me ..i dont go to chat room now cz my broadband making a shit problmn i jz depend on uitm wireless.ohhh~it so suckxx.i cant opn my skype,MSN o ym.it soooo boring....but luckly i have found ths man.now he is my close friends at my uni.ehemmm~who?someone tht is older thn me.hahahah.i call him weirdo.later laa i talkd abt him.heheheheh

urgghhh.eeee..to mario plzzzzzzzzzz stop ur drama laa..seriously u make me hyper.dont gv me hope o wht.dont shw ur love if u jz wnna ply to my feelings.yai!i shoot laa u ne.nsib baik laa sy ne baik.eee see i feel sot2 alrdy.need SHOPPING~

p/s:i hate when i feel like the whole world is against me and hates me so much since i had a bad day