whoa

today i dont have any class..errkk actually jz one clz bt for me i consider it NO CLASS for today.yai!so lazy laa for the class at 4-6 pm.uffffff~yaww!from last nite and today im so HAPPY.freaking happy baby!hohoho y?lol.i cant believe that i still important for someone tht i thought he will forget me for the rest of his life.oh man~

my heart beating so fast RITE now.seriously .hmmm am i dreaming or what?yaw~ok2 fine stop it.but urrgghhhhhh!ehehhhehe.lalalala.im become crazy now.tum bhot pagal!

gtg.i have something important to do now.hmmm...wht?secret.PnC.=p

seriously he make my day.thnx booboo!

jz now he call me frm skype n i was like aaaaaaaaaaaa...(syok sndri ?hahaha)dupp dappx2

ee its ok laa.i dont care,he still love me or not.at least he text me n call me yaw~burrgghh.weird.

hmmm.i dont know what to say anymore.now im jz online then after 1 hour i have to go cuz wanna meet fiza n the rest of the group for our group asigmnet.lolx.=.=''

p/s:thnx for made my day!

memories

hey,im quite busy ths week..alot of things have to be done n bla bla bla.
alot of feelings playing in my mind now.LOVE!yaa thts true laa!i think i shld move on with smthng tht are more benefit for me.but i keep remember about the past.past teach me alot of things.yai!urrgghh~why i keep mising him ?y keep remmebr about him ? y n y ??love come to me but y i jz ignore those love's?urrghh.am a EGO?keras kepala terlampau??love cant be force .i still love him but cz of my drama he dnt love me).SO?stupid laa u farah.jz forget him and move on with ur life.BUT it jz frm my words not frm my HEART laa.eee.!if he reading this i hope he jz ignore it.*hoping*
hmmm..if i fall in love again wht will gonna be?can i found my prince charming?will he patient with all drama tht i'll make?hmmm jz wait and see.i lovehim frm the bottom of my heart.i know he still love me,but he keep making me jealous n so on.i know the trick.sometimes when i talk with him i caught his words and i know that he still love me.its ok Allah will decide the best for me.maybe with this separation it make me learn wht is love is.
bie remember that ,i alwyz love and miss u.i'll never forget the memories that we spend together.how can i forget you when u are ever become my HERO. i know we still can be a FRIEND but it difficult for me to accept it.=(
hmm dont worry i'll try to be a good friend for you =) i hope you can find a girl that more perfect for you.the ones that your family also will take her as their own daughter,love her...i'll will be happy for your happines.guess i have to focus on my next plan. =)

p/s:forget me NOT.

hold it against me

Hey over there
Please forgive me
If I’m coming on too strong
Hate to stare
But you’re winning
And they’re playing my favorite song

So come here
A little closer
Wanna whisper in your ear
Make It clear
Little question
Wanna know just how you feel

If I said my heart was beating loud
If we could escape the crowd somehow
If I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me

Cause you feel like paradise
I need a vacation tonight
So if I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me

Hey You might think
That I’m crazy
But I you know I’m just your type
I’mma be a little hazy
But you just cannot deny

There’s a spark in between us
When we’re dancing on the floor
I want more
Wanna see It
So I’m asking you tonight

If I said my heart was beating loud
If we could escape the crowd somehow
If I said I want your body now


p/s: dear i miss YOU!

tuesday!

LOL.i hate tuesday.ya3 i knw yg len ska cz dorang ada bnda yg mnyronokkan nak wat but ME?haiyoo..brass band ufff...play those music not,drum o wat ever thn smash it thn ....urrrgghh~kinda boring .ok fine im not regret about that.ya3 i can learn music more n more evry week.but i hope tht our teacher nt ask us to make a music not as asaignmt ka o wat ever ka laa.eee it so difficult laa.but ppl like dominic aka my fellow coursemate senang jak lah..he can do all th not.he can remmebr all th symbol2.me?hmm sound like 'ring ding dong ring ding dong.kring3'' ..hahahahah!nak blow th clerenet pn nk mampus.hahhaha~hey but at least i knw smthng .yela2 nnti laa me blajar.*trust me *hahahah

hmmm..i hate the pimples on my face.eee..cz of tht cream laa.yerr..menympahnyaa.actually it is nite cream n my mom sruh try cz frh xda nite cream jz ada day cream.so mngikut teori mama,muka frh ne xstable .so kna pakai cream malam laa juga.but for the first time i try it thn keesokkannya jerawat start timbul.bnyk lgi tu.eee..nk cver pakai bedak pn cm apa jak.nti jd cm opera cina.hahaha.so skrg dah stop berhenti .nti laa cri product yg sesuai.my skin so senstive laa dgn chemical ne.smua product yg frh gn skrg ada herbs n tb2 pla yg bru ne 100% chemical.tulaa kot jd cm ne.ari2 call mama..meluahkan apa yg telah trjadi kat muka princessnya.hahah*wink2*
i hope the one yg kat australia tu jgn lah trkjut prubhana ne aa..biasalah prubhan cuaca .errkkk?
ok laa .bye for now.

p/s:i miss the I LOVE U MORE argument.!

bingo

now i realise apa yg sdg brlaku dlm persabatan frh n DIA.slps my 'brother' gtw kat frh skrg frh da taw smua ceta.hmmm i guess wht chipmunk wnt to said to me last time i think alrdy have it answer althng till now he didnt say anythng to me.hmm guess if tht the answer ok fine.i terima.eee. i need ayen now. i wnt tell her everything..but my credit alrdy expired (today).ayen plzz online *hoping*
seriusly this feeling gonna expoled anytime.eeee..saya mau kasih habis ne diploma.thn mau blah dri situ.u knw wht?sy nak jumpa my beloved now!i miss him.bongok!where r u ?sy ikut ko p australia lah k.eee.i dnt wnt face tht man n tht girl anymore.malas ! now is 12.20 pm.still thinking abt tht. gilak laa .napa leh gni terjadi.aiyoomaa ,aiyoopaa.
chipmunk .ufff i hate u now.nsib baik laa sy xjmpa ko ari2 lau x mmg sy kill u..yang my abg tu pn satu,barulah sekarang dia mau bgtaw.buduh!LOSER.
ptg ne baru balik hostel.haiyaa..dah laa xda mood.hurmmmm~malasnyaa......xpa2 yg penting biarlah masa berlalu dgn cepat.lau leh cepat lgi bagus.hahahaahh.
now i tgh wat research abt smthng.heheheheh.(Plan B) .bye

p/s:nak mkn limau mandarin laa dlu.

year of rabbit

hey im back.LOL!cm sakai jak.hey mstilaa daa lm da x updated.burrgghh bkn apa cz of smthng happen to me laa thts y.b4 ths my id had been hacked by someone thn everythng bcome so messy n bla2.uffgghh i hate tht.seriusly it make my mood change drastically.bcme lil bit pendiam n xmau hang out wid my friends.haiyaa sorilaa kawan2 ..tht not my fault.hmm ..its ok laa.it give me a lesson .DONT TRUST PEOPLE easily! ok2 lets forget about it.hehehe.hey today is CHINESE NEW YEAR!th clbration tht i wait after hari raya.hahhaha.WHY? cz i can get alot of money.DOUBLE thn raya.can u imagine tht.AWSOME!kat housing ne rmai cina n smuanyaa tauke2.so apa lgi serbu laa lau dorang ajak p rmh.im jz eat tht kacang n soft drink n if yg ada catering wid muslim like BTC n etc brulaa me berani makan.hahaahah! ths holiday m jz watch movie (CDs) and shopping 4 myself.those girl2 stuffs laa.thn jalan2 wid my mom cz my dad still at KL no holiday for police officers.so sad TT_TT .

me wid toblerone now?hmm we jz bcme a good friend like last time.if he has smthng want to share wid me thn im jz listen to it.hmmm..i dont knw why it bcme like ths .our relationship i mean my friendship wid him seen like so weird ne.wht i mean is, yaa if i saw him i jz say hi2 n he will rplied hi too.but wid weird EXPRESSION .huhuh.mmm my fault i guess.cz gv him hope last time.haiyaa i didnt mean to do that but..................its ok.leave it.

now i n chipmunk bcme a gooooooD n awsome friend!hahahah.yes2 i like him.he is so good.why?sshh secreat. hmmm..i think i have CRUSH on him.errkk?really?i dnt knw.laaa..*blushing2*
well cz of his gentlman smtimes make me laugh.hahahha!he is so weird n bkin panas.ahha.but totally he ok.

ok laa gtg now.hope ths year of rabbit can make me LUCK n full OF hapiness hahaahh!jz kiding.im not tht superstitious...hhahh

p/s:i LOVE YOU