ssshh ..im here

salam...sori fawa lama dah x update.why?sebabkan masalah ..emmm masalah..perasaan.hahaha..ssshh.fawa tak taw laa nak post apa kat sini sebb teda idea ne.so hari yang tinggal  pun fawa xtaw laa sdh..hey btw fawa tengah busy sikit ne dengan business.apa dia?mm MAFIA..hehehe.teda laa.just business acessories je..well mau cari income maa,,smtilaa die hard.ntah laa sejak kebelakangan ne fawa just fikir tentang future.walaupun kadang kala ada juga kerinduan yang melanda tu..tapi sabar jelaa..fawa ada seorang kawan yang fawa sangat sayang .ya,dia lelaki tapi jangan risau dia sdh ada yang punya..huhuhuhu.dia sungguh caring ne.tak habis2 dia support fawa.mm smtimes mmg la agak janggal sikit kan cuz ada kawan baik lelaki pla yang support berabis ne.hmmm tapi alhamdulilah laa berkat dari Allah dan pertolongan dari kawan fawa ne ,fawa tapi juga perlahan-lahan lupakan cinta fawa tu.heheheh..baik kan dia?syukur sangat ada kawan macam dia ne.at least im not feel so alone in this world.ok laa..fawa nk kemas bilik ne jap.esok2 fawa post lagi k.take care..bye..

p/s:one last lonely girl =p

6-and again~

holaho..hmmm hi..bye2 =p

3,4,5

hi..yaa i knw..im sorry cz fawa xupdate selama 3 hari ne .np?sbb kan...xda mood.hmmmm fawa tak taw laa apa dah tejdi kat diri ini.frust menonggeng?isshh xlaa..fawa happy sangat dengan kehidupan sekarang ne.yelaa walaupun bersendirian tapi ntahlaa cam best jg hidup sendiri2 ne.xpayah pikir pasal org lain ka,nak jaga perasaan ..biarlah kan.malas laa nak pkir lagi.ee apelaa yang fawa mencarut ne.sebenrnya fawa FRUST kat sombody.huhuhuh..seriously i like him so much..yelaa walaupun hanya setakat mimpi tapi rak mustahilkan kalau mimpi bole jadi kenyataan kan?sepa org tu?hmmm first yelaa ehemmm pemberita kat business awani tu.-rizal z (xleh nak sebut lebih2) hehehe.seriously fawa suka tengok muka nyaaaa..i hope he still single.hahahah..lol. gatal nyeeeerrrr...hahaha.sori laa.sj nak berangan time malam2 mcm ne.
2nd ialah mmm my first crush.hmmm hot syeikh.hahaha.dulu kami pernah rapat.mcm abg dengan adik.ceehh adik laa sngt..fawa kenal dia sejak dari sekolah menengah lagi.n yaa..mmg dia sangt2 laa NERD.hehehe..samapi kwn2 nya gelarnyaa NUGE.heheheh..tapi..gf nyaa telah musnhkan hubungan kami.sbb CEMBURU BUTA!huh...hmm tapi ntah laa sejak kebelakngn ne..fawa teringt kat dia. sometime i believe wid my in sting. n ths time..hmmm susah laa nak ckp.fawa tak nak bertepuk sebelah tangan jerr..huhuhuhu..fawa xuka laa feeling ne..ya Allah..
huhuhu..tb2 jiwang plaa kat entry ne.k laa..nk tido dlu n btw...fawa skrg dah start cuti..hehehe...so happy holiday 4 me!x0x

p/s: sssshhhhhhhhh

day 2-wow!

hari ne..hari jumaat.so salam jumaat semua ..hehehe.nmpk pinky2 tak blog fawa?hehehe.hahahah.sweet x?hahaha.satu pembahruan yang telah berlaku.well kira pembaharuan ke tu?alahai nape laa bnyk sngt pertanyaan ne?hehehe.hari ne fawa nak share feelings laa..nak ber-feeling skit.hehehe.mmm actually semalam n hari ne fawa teringt kat first crush fawa.well FIRST CRUSH ok..nt my ex..yupp mmg fawa teringt tb2 kat dia.ntah laa napa dia tb2 termuncul tb2 kat kepala ne..mybe dia teringt kat fawa kot.hahahah..pergghh perasan gilerr laa fawa hahahaa..k .laa stop kat situ je.

hmmmm..mmg susah kan nak lupakan cinta pertama ..n cinta pertama ne laa yang bnyk mengajar kita erti cinta yang sebenar.apakah itu makna kejujuran,keikhlasan dan pengorbanan.tak pelaaa..fawa nak kuatkan semangat dalam mengharungi cubaan ne..mana taw pada masa akan datang fawa kan berjumpa dengan prince charming fawa kan..hehehhe..

k,,laa hari ne fawa xdpt nak cita bnyk2 cuz nak study dulu..last paper ths sunday so wish me luck k...xOx

p/s: never mind ,someday i'll find someone like you....

day 1-ok

haluuu..salam.hari pertama dalam mlaksnakn mission impossible ne..hehehe impossible laa sngt..fawa telah brlajar satu ayat dari kwn fawa .nak tau apa dia?well..ayt nya cm ne:never trust anyone except urself. utk fawa ayt ne tb2 cm melekat kat dalam otak ne.thnx to sharell who advice me alot of things abt love,friends n life.walaupn rapat start sem 3 ne tapi kami cam dah knl rapat sngt2.leh share our feelings togethr n many more.except BOYFRIEND tht sharel warn me..hahahah.hari ne ada kelas law.sebenarnya kelas tu fawa xtw pn jz trbc kat fb dorang yang sibuk2 heboh.ada yg ckp kelas td spptutnya start jam 8 ,ada yg ckp jam 10 am n last2 fawa call directly kat sir halim..heheheh.rupanya2 sir pun xtw jam brp clz nk dibuat.hahaha.so akhirnya setelah ambil kata sepakat sama 3 group yg len kmi pn wat laa kelas jam 8.30.hehehe.well sebenrnya kelas ne just consultant clz.cz kan ahad ne fawa ada paper law so sir jz nak bgi kelas utk motivatekan diri laa..hehehe.overall semuanya ok.harap2 ths sunday leh wat yang terbaik.insyaallha..doakan yerr..
oyaa ..nak taw x,hp fawa dah rosak laaa..boleh2 nya termati sndri laa,recording sndri laa..men music sendri laa.perrgghhh.wat malu je laa.hadoiiiiiii..xpaa kan iphone 4s sudah keluar.hahaha.mybe fawa xnk iphne 4s laa..jz iphone 4.hehehehe.

p/s: i knw my friends still love me...

move on

hey this me again.and hi fawa baru jer kena break oleh first love fawa.huh?bila..sebenarnya benda ne dah dekat setahun but kan tadi terbuka seseorang pnya blog and ssemua dah cam terbongkar laa satu persatu.actually fawa da dapat terima da yang fawa ne still single.hmmmm apalaa leh wat kan.sekarang baru puas hati sikit.sebenarnya masalah ne bukan berpunca dengan fawa jer..tapi sebenarnya dia.hmmm semua janji ,harapan dah MUSNAH.fuiyoo..hampa?mestilaa.giler laa dah laa first love confirm laa susah nak lupakan.sekarang ne fawa just nak tumpukan dengan masa hadapan fawa jer.kerjaya yang paling penting.CINTA?nantila.sebenarnya fawa buka ne blog pun nak share laa perasaan sedih ne .hahahah.tak pala..tak da jodoh kan..lagipun syukur laa fawa teda jodoh dengan org pakistan.hehehe.korang mesti gelak ne kan.heyy yelaa cam na juga lau terjumpa org pakistan.ehemmm.maybe fawa syok kat rupa je kot.hehehe no comnt.tapi ada jg laa bad things..hehehe..keburukkan dia fawa mls nak ceta.yang penting mungkin ada hikmah nya kenpa Allah berhentikan hubungan kami ne setakat ini jak..hmmmm..*think positive* hehehe
emmm...cam na nak lalui ne aaa?dah laa fawa teda pengalam.cehhh..
ok laa fawa ada mission.BIG MISSION.dalam masa 365 hari apa kah benda yang fawa akan buat untuk lupakan kesengsaraan ne...hehehe maybe leh laa update hari2 kat blog ne.hehehe.GOOD LUCK FOR ME!

p/s: 365 days.BIG MISSION.BIG AIMED--->FORGET everythng abt past n hw i will enjoying my life.

new life

hi dah lama fara tak post ap2 kat blog ne kan?well alot of things happen to me recently even i have no time to updating my facebook .oyaa btw selamat hari raya aidilfitri maaf zahir dan batin.hows ur raya??dapat banyak duit ampau kerr?yg dah 'berusia' tu pn dpt ke?hahahaha.hmmmm sebenarnya fara tak taw nak luahkan sama sepa dah benda yang fara patut cerita.walaupun ada kawan dan kawan baik tapi entahlah susah nak luahkan setiap inci luahan hati ini.cehhh ayat tak leh blah.
i missed my old farah.she is a cheerful girl in the world.every problem she can handle it with a smile.but now,fara have change alot since a guy took everything from her.her joy,smile ...hmmm well that guy so lucky for STOLE it from her.thankx for break her.dah banyak dah farah baca quotes yang boleh bagi kita inspiration lah konon ,dgr nasihat org lah ..BUT still fara leh teringat kan dia.walau sesibuk mana pun fara leh teringat kat mamat tu.huh'i hate it ! actually almost half of year relationship kami dah macam !@#$%^&* tapi sabar ..hmmm sabar macam mana pun akhirnya MALATOP juga kan.then we make a decision to separate aka break up lah tu...sebenarnya bukan tu jer problems fara.ada lagi .ne pla sal si PENCURI!!
cetanya macam ne.1 hari..ufff xpayahlah nak ayat bunga2 lagi.nak taw tak duit fara kena curi hampir RM 1000 oleh org yang mencuri kad atm fara.waaaa.huhuhuhu ='( tak taw lah sepa yg curi.tapi fara suspek ada satu roomate fara ne.bukannya nak tuduh ka o nak fitnah dia.tapi sejak sebulan dia pindah p bilik kami (cz slama ne dia mnyewa rmh kat luar) tak pernah dia tidur kat bilik.dia just p bilik kawannya. and satu lagi dia semua barang yang dia shopping semuanya ada bersangkut paut dengan kes ni,maksud farah ,kan polis dah wat siasatan and hasil siasatn tu,semua transaksi yang dia wat ada kaitan dengan tempat dia p shopping tu.mcm mana taw?cz fara nampak laa .mana leh bagi details sangat.still dalam siasatan lgi.hurmmmm mmg fara HARAM kan laa apa jak yang dy beli guna duit fara tu.hmmmmm sedih giler laa.apa lah nasib.buat baik dibalas cam ne plaa..sia2 jak rasanya berbuat baik dengan org ne.bukan mengeluh tapi rasa cam xadil.ouppsss.tettt!hmmmm abah cakap,'org yang selalu mndapat ksusahan tu adalah org yg dsyngi oleh ALLAH' hmmmmm..terima laa dengan hati yang terbuka'
well sedih tak cerita fara ne?tak berbulan terkumpul taw.hehehe.i just need a friend's who really understanding me.the one that i need when im sad or happy.i just want a true friend's...


p/s: no matter how hard it is,look up and smile.GOD alwyz wid you=)

chiquita

ohai..salam.hi korang.dah lama dah farah xpost2 pa2 kat sni.al-maklumlaa cuti.xmenyempat je taw.sebenarnya fara tak tau nak ckp apa kat sini.hehehhe.sembarang jak .sekarang ne im so addicetd to filipine pnya drama ka or filem2.yang penting ada si marian rivera or ding dong.hahahaha.cam na leh jadi cam ne?semuanya dari mama laa.dia sangat suka tengok tu stair way to heaven versi filipin.thn pastu habis ceta tu sekarang ne ceta MARIMAR.first2 time farah tgk cam xminat.but mama still tengok.thn cuti sekolah ne..aikk sori2..cuti sem ne apa nak wat lau semua dah sepakat ,asal kan jam 3 dri hari isnin-khamis WAJIB tengok marimar.so tengok jelaa.tup3 i fall in love plaa dengan ceta marimar.jln ceta nyaa pn best xcm ceta indonesia.sama jak.thn hero n heroinnya pn so CUTE.awwww~i love them.then ceta NOR ELENA.aaaa bestnyaa ceta ne.i watched it frm first episod.apatahlagi ada aaron aziz.woot2~mmg best malay drama ever.ahhahaha.i never mis the episodes.best gilerrr..

mmm..time holiday2 farah ada p KUALA LUMPUR.wow solo2 beb!saja je nak jalan2 lagipun boring duduk kat rumah jerr.hahahaha.p kL jmpa kawan2,thn shopping2.perrgghhh..JUMPA LAGI kawan2 kat sana apalagi.adventure laa ne...sndri2.lau ada my hubby len skit.errkk wait huby?wht r u talking abt che fara?mm nthing..mmm time kat kL ,ada kes simbah asid .punyaalaa men takot nk kuar .abah balik2 call ,i think every 2 hour .besalaa papadom.tapi alhamdulilah semuanyaa berjalan dengan lancar.i get my things...wohoo missing kL so much now.tak paa xlama lagi pindah..btw i love my new CONVERSE shoes.aaaa..xpalaa..belanja lebih bknya sllu.its a bright red shoes...time tu ada sale kat midvalley ,thn usha2 kat converse naa apalagii nampk red2 trus try n beli.i'll upload my 'new baby' pic tu k.hahahah..ohh i love CONVERSE.i'll never forget ths holiday..

nxt week clz da start lorrr..pffffff~ k.laa bye for now..

p/s: mahal kita!muahhhhxxxx

supir

*snezzing*achuuu achuuu achuuu ..ok having bad flu now.hi lama sudah fara xpost kan.yaa..almost 1 month lorr.sekarang sem break.n i just doing my works tht my mom gave to me,wht is tht?lol..picking up my siblings.ok .yagn time pagi tu mama yg hantar dorang.tapi time balik ,farah laa yg kena buat.first2 sekali hantar makanan ke sekolah danish (cuz dia balik jam 2.30 pm) so hantar dulu thn p hantar caca ke sekolah lok yuk.thn jam 3 or 4 ambil aliff dari sekolahnyaa sekali laa ambil danish.pastu jam 5.50 ambil caca.than malam lau diantara 3 drg ne ada tuisyen so kenalaaaaaaaaa hantaaaarrrrrrrr.sometime i melencong sikit lau mo ambil dorang ne.p mana??hahah.p minum kat kedai mamak.lolx.haishh boring taw lau tunggu dorang balik ne.bukannya dorang balil on TIME pn.kadang2 singgah p kfc ka (mo cri wireless)..hahahha.thn lau sdh dorang call (yeahh kecik2 pn berani bw handphone excpt danish) akan trdngr suara cm ne"kak!!!caca dah balik ne.nak tunggu sampai esk kaa bru nak ambil.kasitau mama!" ok2 sebagai penutup mulut si caca ,i will buy slurrpee kat 7E.huhuhuh.at least slurrpee yg sejok tu dpt menenangkan hatinyaa.hahahah.*evil laugh*
and lau si danish farah ambil lambat farah belikan je ais-cream  yg harga 2.50$ kat van dekat sekolahnyaa..thn diamlaa tu.hahahaha.punyaa laa men jahat me.merasuah adik2..hehehe.bukannya selalu....ahahahah.
time tunggu2 dorang balik tu sometime teringat juga kenangan time kat sekolah rendah ,sekolah menengah..pfff banyak sweet n sour memories .=p
dulu time sekolah rendah,farah selalu pindah randah.darjah 1-2 kat sekolah yuk chin tawau,thn darjah 3 kat st.james,likas..pastu 4-6 kat st.agnes,likas.yaa tadika smpai drjah 3 jak farah sekolah cina,pstu sekolah melayu+english.tapi adik2 farah c caca, dorang habis sampai darjah 6 kat sekolah cina ,maybe danish pun akan ikut sampai cam tu,mmm best lau taw cakap cina ne..banyak kelebihan.huhuhuh..TAPI...lau farah disuruh membaca or menulis cina ka..farah sudah lupa.just cakap jelaa.sandi kan?tak paa.maybe pas ne diploma,farah mo berguru sama someone.hahahaha.mo berlajar bahasa spanish lagi.cehh mentang2 laa enrique iglesias dr sepanyol.hahaha.well mestilaa~
i read someone blog n he insipre me alot.his name rizal zulkipli.wartawan awani tuu..
k.laaa..gtg now.

p/s:TTYL

apalaahh?

minggu yang mentensionkn.,..ugghh.. many things happen to me.now i xdpt nak cover lagi.bayangkan lau handphone anda hilang?perrrghhh.sedihhhnyaaaa.banyak memori kat dalam phone tu.eeee..tapi uncle dah promise smthng dahhh.nak mati laa sy hard work for it..ishhhh.tapi mesti kena work hard for it.insyaallah.*padahal trhuyung hayang masi*
oyaa saya akan pergi bha tu picnic yang dianjurkan oleh clz.xpyh laa nak mmrli di blog ka.sabar jak bhaa.naa ne kali laahh sy post.saja jak bhaa kmi ckp xmau pergi sbb nak wat surprise.ishhh.naa bkn surprise laa sdh ne.saja nak ckp last2 minute.malas kmi mau kecoh2.tapi ko dah ckp kat blog psl sunburn laa itu laa sepa lagi lau bkn kmi.nxt time think before post smthing.mr.bon pun sudah tahu ,saja dia wat secret tak mahu bagi tahu smua.haiyaaaaa~

p/s:HAISHH!

childish?

someone call me a childish girl.wtf!?am i too childish?urrgghh my dad also call me that.alwyz jealous thn acting like a kid n bla bla bla.huh??ok fine im not MATRURED .i admit.so why la?u wnt me looked older thn my age?haiyaa..if i can be single forever ,ok fine.at least i can be like OPRAH WINFREY.she is the nost richest woman that been reported by People magazine.she still not yet married perhaps i think she will never married.hahahah.she alwyz loaded wid money n those luxury things. and if i become like that,for sure  i can buy those luxury things for myself.*sje show off*.Bachelor tht i LIKE is RYAN SECREAST .he age now is 30+ somthing n still not yet married too.BUT he is the one who play  IMPORTANT role in E! television station.kaya yaw~who else huh?oyeahh my super HOT dude!ENRIQUE IGLESIAS.he also not yet married .jz focus on his carrier same with ryan seacreast. one more is Top host in my country -FARAH FAUZANA yaww~single girl but not single with money.do u get it what i mean?i think she is the rich female host in my country n she still single although her age is like 25+.she just work n work n work.she do that for herself n her family.awww..what a responsible child~   wow! i think i shld follow like them.focus on carrier first.thn when i got money i can do ever i want.buy own car,house,go for charity n so on.well it is my dream.

p/s: exam,exam,exam

i dont want u anymore.....

I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love
I loved the most
And I learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms


Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
Cause you broke all your promises

And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?


i'll go away frm ur life.i have my new life..i knw first love cant be forget jz like tht.but till when i wnna hurt ,sad with this all things that happen to me.i reject all the love tht come to me cz of YOU.i close my heart jz for YOU.but now its over.plzz dnt come back to me. jz go with the love tht i gv to you cz i cant take back the love.go with ur own life.i know i cant be perfect like u want.im a childish and yet till nw i remain like tht.perhaps someone never complain abt tht like u do.im sorry..i cant love u anymore...although this heart still think abt you..

p/s:we never be together...=(

line oh line!

yerrrrr!!i hate this line at my uni.seriously make my blood pressure high.stupid!damn!useless!jz can opn blog n facebook bt i cant upload my pic.urrgghhh~wht's wrong with line here.shit.n twitter.i cant opn it so fast like usual.stupid.seriously very damn!oupps.im too much.jz now emm..hehehhe..he wnt borrow his broadband to me BUT i dont wnt laa.eee.i feel weird if took smthng frm him.who him?*check my previous entry*
haiyaaa..wht can i do now is jz sitting,doing my asignment thn study cz kak andi my roomate ask me to study.heheheh.awww..so sweet.yaaaaa..after ths hard work thn i will go to KUALA LUMPUR for a holiday.travel alone.yeahh.adventure !ok2 clam down farah.huuuuuuuhhhhh~cant wait.at least ths think can make me smile for a while rather think of the stupid line.pffffff~ =.=''
i have a sweet words of love for someone spcial :

looking at ur eye make me think alot of question,

question that i dont know if i can found it by myself,

u make me smile even with ur weird smile,

u make me realise of something that i cnt found frm others,

love sometimes can be magic,

BUT magic sometime jz an ilusion.

im afraid if u'll do the same thing like others,

full of lie,violence words and make me hurt.

can u be my hero?

can u be my romeo?

can u be the prince tht can gv full of love to me?

waahhh..so jiwang ..ssshh besalaa..dah2 xlm lg exam no cinta2.pordahh.mn nk dapat ilham lau x cri dr dorang.hahahha.

p/s:   feeling hungry~~~~~

hehehe..my pangeran

whoa~i make a choclate cake??for the first time in my life......yeahhh i can make it!mom thnx for guide me.lalalal.i jz give to my pangeran.what is pangeran?hehehe well pangeran mean prince in brunei language.hehehen he give me choclete.errkkk choclete  tht bought frm their 'koperasi'hahhaah.yaa i jz looked at his choclete thn i laugh n laugh.so funny.i dont want to eat cz i dont know wht it would test if it in my mouth.hahahah*shy*

well am i serious with him?yaaaaa..ehh NO!we r jz good friend right?eee..he alwyz bully me laa..hate him.his not bad for me.his ok.nt tall like my PREVIOUS bf.hahahhaha.ohh well~
im so shy if he make a video call with me.seriously whn saw his face infront of me i'll SHOUT!hahahah.thn start the stupid fighting.eeee..weird laaa~ok lagi if he jz call me widout do the video call thing.actually i do lie to him tht i have bf.hahaha.thts y sometime he feel curious n alwyz asking abt tht.but im a DRAMA QUEEN.hehehe i knw how to handle the situation.lolx.wait laa..still early bhaa tu having a relationship.(burrhh sound like gv up) hahahha...hahaha

hey wait a minute.choclate again?want to knw smthng.frm primary school till uni.guyz only gv me choclate ok.no teddy bear.no flowers.hahaha..like the princess wid roses.auch!bt i nvr feel tht.only choclate n choclate.maybe it is the easiest thing for guy to buy for the girl espcially those who nt romantic!hahhahaah.some of them jz gv no matter wht kind of chlote.ferro rochre n most common is CADBURRY.hahahaha.bt ths time cm spcial skit laa.perrgghhh jiwang laa i.bila nk declare?huahuahuahuahua..soaln bonus drpd someone.T bkn nma sbnry.hahaha.kmi still kwn laa.blm ada apa2 .*shy again* bhaa dah laa..senyum2 sndri plaa aq skrg taw.
he text me jz now :'syg,thnx for the chcolte cake.u make my day perfect!' yawwww~~ i was like OMG!biar betul dya ne.or im jz perasan??eee mommy!!! i hate ths feelings laaa..huhhuhuhuh.he smile jz now like senyuman yg somthinng weird.wooww post is all about him i think.bhaa who's knw abt him jz keep quiet laa..ok.yepiii ths time my choice is malaysian people!!no more international .hahaha.pengeran u make me forget about someone .thnx u so muchhh..=')
ok laa..thts all for the fairy tales story.byee

frm the pangeran

p/s:somewhere between all our laugh ,long talk,stupid little fighting and all our jokes,i fall in love wid u.

what the hell

seriously now im feel so tensed .even now i cant smile or wht.stupid kan?i dont knw wht im stress abt.no words to explain abt it.relationship?no im ok.urrgghh dnt said abt reltionship cz im still SINGLE.everything tht i do seem not so perfect for me.maybe im stress abt the account subjct .i guess so.thn it totally ruin my mood of the day.i dont knw wht to do wid account.exam around the corner n i still nt ready for tht.im so sad wid ths.

oyaaa..u knw wht, now i dont like to ONLINE.yes!IM NOT JOKING OK.if i opn laptop i only find the news n thn email thn shut down.tht it!yai!..werid kan..if i wnt to online its only cz of my friends asking me to online.it quite boring for me ..i dont go to chat room now cz my broadband making a shit problmn i jz depend on uitm wireless.ohhh~it so suckxx.i cant opn my skype,MSN o ym.it soooo boring....but luckly i have found ths man.now he is my close friends at my uni.ehemmm~who?someone tht is older thn me.hahahah.i call him weirdo.later laa i talkd abt him.heheheheh

urgghhh.eeee..to mario plzzzzzzzzzz stop ur drama laa..seriously u make me hyper.dont gv me hope o wht.dont shw ur love if u jz wnna ply to my feelings.yai!i shoot laa u ne.nsib baik laa sy ne baik.eee see i feel sot2 alrdy.need SHOPPING~

p/s:i hate when i feel like the whole world is against me and hates me so much since i had a bad day

whoa

today i dont have any class..errkk actually jz one clz bt for me i consider it NO CLASS for today.yai!so lazy laa for the class at 4-6 pm.uffffff~yaww!from last nite and today im so HAPPY.freaking happy baby!hohoho y?lol.i cant believe that i still important for someone tht i thought he will forget me for the rest of his life.oh man~

my heart beating so fast RITE now.seriously .hmmm am i dreaming or what?yaw~ok2 fine stop it.but urrgghhhhhh!ehehhhehe.lalalala.im become crazy now.tum bhot pagal!

gtg.i have something important to do now.hmmm...wht?secret.PnC.=p

seriously he make my day.thnx booboo!

jz now he call me frm skype n i was like aaaaaaaaaaaa...(syok sndri ?hahaha)dupp dappx2

ee its ok laa.i dont care,he still love me or not.at least he text me n call me yaw~burrgghh.weird.

hmmm.i dont know what to say anymore.now im jz online then after 1 hour i have to go cuz wanna meet fiza n the rest of the group for our group asigmnet.lolx.=.=''

p/s:thnx for made my day!

memories

hey,im quite busy ths week..alot of things have to be done n bla bla bla.
alot of feelings playing in my mind now.LOVE!yaa thts true laa!i think i shld move on with smthng tht are more benefit for me.but i keep remember about the past.past teach me alot of things.yai!urrgghh~why i keep mising him ?y keep remmebr about him ? y n y ??love come to me but y i jz ignore those love's?urrghh.am a EGO?keras kepala terlampau??love cant be force .i still love him but cz of my drama he dnt love me).SO?stupid laa u farah.jz forget him and move on with ur life.BUT it jz frm my words not frm my HEART laa.eee.!if he reading this i hope he jz ignore it.*hoping*
hmmm..if i fall in love again wht will gonna be?can i found my prince charming?will he patient with all drama tht i'll make?hmmm jz wait and see.i lovehim frm the bottom of my heart.i know he still love me,but he keep making me jealous n so on.i know the trick.sometimes when i talk with him i caught his words and i know that he still love me.its ok Allah will decide the best for me.maybe with this separation it make me learn wht is love is.
bie remember that ,i alwyz love and miss u.i'll never forget the memories that we spend together.how can i forget you when u are ever become my HERO. i know we still can be a FRIEND but it difficult for me to accept it.=(
hmm dont worry i'll try to be a good friend for you =) i hope you can find a girl that more perfect for you.the ones that your family also will take her as their own daughter,love her...i'll will be happy for your happines.guess i have to focus on my next plan. =)

p/s:forget me NOT.

hold it against me

Hey over there
Please forgive me
If I’m coming on too strong
Hate to stare
But you’re winning
And they’re playing my favorite song

So come here
A little closer
Wanna whisper in your ear
Make It clear
Little question
Wanna know just how you feel

If I said my heart was beating loud
If we could escape the crowd somehow
If I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me

Cause you feel like paradise
I need a vacation tonight
So if I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me

Hey You might think
That I’m crazy
But I you know I’m just your type
I’mma be a little hazy
But you just cannot deny

There’s a spark in between us
When we’re dancing on the floor
I want more
Wanna see It
So I’m asking you tonight

If I said my heart was beating loud
If we could escape the crowd somehow
If I said I want your body now


p/s: dear i miss YOU!

tuesday!

LOL.i hate tuesday.ya3 i knw yg len ska cz dorang ada bnda yg mnyronokkan nak wat but ME?haiyoo..brass band ufff...play those music not,drum o wat ever thn smash it thn ....urrrgghh~kinda boring .ok fine im not regret about that.ya3 i can learn music more n more evry week.but i hope tht our teacher nt ask us to make a music not as asaignmt ka o wat ever ka laa.eee it so difficult laa.but ppl like dominic aka my fellow coursemate senang jak lah..he can do all th not.he can remmebr all th symbol2.me?hmm sound like 'ring ding dong ring ding dong.kring3'' ..hahahahah!nak blow th clerenet pn nk mampus.hahhaha~hey but at least i knw smthng .yela2 nnti laa me blajar.*trust me *hahahah

hmmm..i hate the pimples on my face.eee..cz of tht cream laa.yerr..menympahnyaa.actually it is nite cream n my mom sruh try cz frh xda nite cream jz ada day cream.so mngikut teori mama,muka frh ne xstable .so kna pakai cream malam laa juga.but for the first time i try it thn keesokkannya jerawat start timbul.bnyk lgi tu.eee..nk cver pakai bedak pn cm apa jak.nti jd cm opera cina.hahaha.so skrg dah stop berhenti .nti laa cri product yg sesuai.my skin so senstive laa dgn chemical ne.smua product yg frh gn skrg ada herbs n tb2 pla yg bru ne 100% chemical.tulaa kot jd cm ne.ari2 call mama..meluahkan apa yg telah trjadi kat muka princessnya.hahah*wink2*
i hope the one yg kat australia tu jgn lah trkjut prubhana ne aa..biasalah prubhan cuaca .errkkk?
ok laa .bye for now.

p/s:i miss the I LOVE U MORE argument.!

bingo

now i realise apa yg sdg brlaku dlm persabatan frh n DIA.slps my 'brother' gtw kat frh skrg frh da taw smua ceta.hmmm i guess wht chipmunk wnt to said to me last time i think alrdy have it answer althng till now he didnt say anythng to me.hmm guess if tht the answer ok fine.i terima.eee. i need ayen now. i wnt tell her everything..but my credit alrdy expired (today).ayen plzz online *hoping*
seriusly this feeling gonna expoled anytime.eeee..saya mau kasih habis ne diploma.thn mau blah dri situ.u knw wht?sy nak jumpa my beloved now!i miss him.bongok!where r u ?sy ikut ko p australia lah k.eee.i dnt wnt face tht man n tht girl anymore.malas ! now is 12.20 pm.still thinking abt tht. gilak laa .napa leh gni terjadi.aiyoomaa ,aiyoopaa.
chipmunk .ufff i hate u now.nsib baik laa sy xjmpa ko ari2 lau x mmg sy kill u..yang my abg tu pn satu,barulah sekarang dia mau bgtaw.buduh!LOSER.
ptg ne baru balik hostel.haiyaa..dah laa xda mood.hurmmmm~malasnyaa......xpa2 yg penting biarlah masa berlalu dgn cepat.lau leh cepat lgi bagus.hahahaahh.
now i tgh wat research abt smthng.heheheheh.(Plan B) .bye

p/s:nak mkn limau mandarin laa dlu.

year of rabbit

hey im back.LOL!cm sakai jak.hey mstilaa daa lm da x updated.burrgghh bkn apa cz of smthng happen to me laa thts y.b4 ths my id had been hacked by someone thn everythng bcome so messy n bla2.uffgghh i hate tht.seriusly it make my mood change drastically.bcme lil bit pendiam n xmau hang out wid my friends.haiyaa sorilaa kawan2 ..tht not my fault.hmm ..its ok laa.it give me a lesson .DONT TRUST PEOPLE easily! ok2 lets forget about it.hehehe.hey today is CHINESE NEW YEAR!th clbration tht i wait after hari raya.hahhaha.WHY? cz i can get alot of money.DOUBLE thn raya.can u imagine tht.AWSOME!kat housing ne rmai cina n smuanyaa tauke2.so apa lgi serbu laa lau dorang ajak p rmh.im jz eat tht kacang n soft drink n if yg ada catering wid muslim like BTC n etc brulaa me berani makan.hahaahah! ths holiday m jz watch movie (CDs) and shopping 4 myself.those girl2 stuffs laa.thn jalan2 wid my mom cz my dad still at KL no holiday for police officers.so sad TT_TT .

me wid toblerone now?hmm we jz bcme a good friend like last time.if he has smthng want to share wid me thn im jz listen to it.hmmm..i dont knw why it bcme like ths .our relationship i mean my friendship wid him seen like so weird ne.wht i mean is, yaa if i saw him i jz say hi2 n he will rplied hi too.but wid weird EXPRESSION .huhuh.mmm my fault i guess.cz gv him hope last time.haiyaa i didnt mean to do that but..................its ok.leave it.

now i n chipmunk bcme a gooooooD n awsome friend!hahahah.yes2 i like him.he is so good.why?sshh secreat. hmmm..i think i have CRUSH on him.errkk?really?i dnt knw.laaa..*blushing2*
well cz of his gentlman smtimes make me laugh.hahahha!he is so weird n bkin panas.ahha.but totally he ok.

ok laa gtg now.hope ths year of rabbit can make me LUCK n full OF hapiness hahaahh!jz kiding.im not tht superstitious...hhahh

p/s:i LOVE YOU

all abt jake

one email from jake:
''hi farah how r u?mising u babe! (errrkk?)well i jz wnt u 2 knw tht i having tournament ths week.wish me luck.its so cold here.how's abt malaysia?

p/s:can u post ths mail in ur blog?hahahah.


beeeehhhh..jake i alrdy post it k.=p

gila ym and msn sudah ne.hahaha.chat laa pa lgi.sepa mau tgk muka jake?hahaha.i ask his permission laa dlu k.ehh sdh kan frh ckp ttg dia.pheww~ naa xmau laa.nnti si jake ne makin glamour laa plaa.

p/s:ok done wid ur favour jake !

ngomong2 kosong

lo mmg dasar ngak pnya prsaan.lo jgn mcm2 sm gue ya dasar ngak pnya hati ,brengset.perrgg ngam ka jdi plakon sinetron indon.hehehehhe.nk taw npa ?cz my cousins frm indonsia were cming here last week.hahahah!best loo.cuma frh krg jelas dgn apa yg dorang ckp.so jz angguk2 jaa lau xfhm (wat2 fhm)today is sunday.apa laa knon frh wat.syok sndri .td bru jak jmpa evan kat karamunsing.wii evan yg kat dlm ceta 'ALISA' tu hahaha.ndak laa cm evan tp muka dya iras2 cm evan.hahhaa.mantap lorr.ganteng banget deh.waduhh gue jatuh hati sm dya yaa.kok bisa ya?dya supervisor kat kdai kmpter yg farah sllu pegi.lau dya ada best cz dya leh kasi bnyk diskaun sm frh.pelanggan tetap kan.hahahah. ~frh sj pnggil dya evan wlaupn nmanya charles.hahah.srsly mmg muka dya cm EVAN.waduh2.dah ckup jgn nk lebih2 kang e-kau tmimpi plaa

oyaa farah dah dpt hostel dah.hehehe.bestnya.dpt bilik dgn kakak senior lg tu.heheheh..sma course lg tu.hehehe..getekx!td beli belah laa skjp.last two days kmi ada modul.well kira ok laa.sronok.erkkk?
hmmmm..nk tw sal toblerone? kmi xda pa2 sdh..dya da jmpa org yg dy nk.bguslaa..alhamdulilah.harap kmu jgn gdoh2..skrg ada watak chipmunk.sepa tu?hahaha.sshhh.chipmunk yg ego.xpndai nk mluah kan perasaan.pfff~ tpi dasarnyaa i knw laa smthng.bongok!ths chipmunk actually so brgaya..smthng is scpcial abt him tht i like..BUT he is nuts.errkk?nti laa frh ceta sal ne chipmunks.
oyaa pak belalang plaa..hmmm mama xhbis2 tnya sal dya.mama ufff ..dya dah ada gf laa..frh xnk kacau dya dah..fb dya dah kna control leh gf dya yg cm bwng merah tu..hmmm.yaa i knw its lil bit sad cz my mom maybe tahu i have crush on him ,bt wht should i do if he belongs to other.hmmmm~

p/s:let it be silent n complicated like this.

oh la la wht ur name..

tadi lepas jak hbis clz me,fiza n iklil p 1B .aisya,sandy ,zul n c dom sdh d sn awl so kmi jz p sn jmpa dorang.hmmm thn trus p k-box cz d situ laa prtemuan kmi.hahah.kiut laa tgk dorang nnyi apath lagi aisyah n iklil .heheheh.awwwww~kiuuutt.fiza pn xkrg hebat nyaa.tapi paling MAnaNg laa c sandy n zul smpai habis suara ne bhaa.hahaah.thumbs up for them!yeahhh~
hehehehehe.pas tu kami p tgk movie "season of witch".well.boring laa tu ceta.cm xda2 jaa.last2 heroes mati.apa laa tu.movie fnish then aisyah n the geng mo tgk dampling malam so farah x ikut cz baba mo ambik sdh.huhuuhu sendirian jak kat big apples mkn donut,hahahha tpiiii..ada ne mamat kat depan frh.hehehee.so charming laaa.trpksa control ayu.he is infront of me so cm trgagap ne tym mkn.(adaka kaa ayat trgagap semasa mkn)hahahaha.thn kat bookstore.eee ada lagi ne mamat.hensem jg cm mka arab2 plus pkistan.hehehe.heheheh.hahhaaha..uinaaa cuci mata jaa aa.hey lu jgn men gilerr bhai!(gaya ckp c fira)hahahaah.

ehemm~toblerone dah gila kali .hahahhaa.npa?lu pkir laa sndri.wahahahaha.btw i miss someone now.huuhuhuh..hmmm i hope i can meet him before he go....

p/s :I LOVE U

walala~

u knw wht ari ne frh 2 kali p HEP cz nk bli tu sticker kreta.first jm 9.30 td bt then i ask my dad p ambik tu sticker cz yg resit pmblian tu prlu d submit kat unit keselamatan.tpi my dad ckp yg resit tu bkn ats nma frh tp org len.uffffffffffffff~trpksa ptg td (nsib baek laa clz ari ne hbis awal ) so p blik HEP.hmm thn p unit kselamtan tp tu orang ckp perlu ic la,kad matrix la,lesen laa (copy) ,insuran kreta laa.ufff wat ever laa.yerrr bkin panas.

hari ne toblerone x dtg p clz cuz demam.frh jz texting him .yelaa my friend's so jz show my caring-ness to him.well glad laa he ok now.n abt the guy i dont knw laa napa dya sllu cri psal.i knw laa dya dgn toblerone kwn tpi xyalaa tiap kali o tiap msa o hari2 tnya hal toblerone dkt frh.he jz annyoing.i knw last time ths 'guy' have crush on me bt i wat donno.sorry laa bro.tpi jgn laa ari2 ko nk sebut nme toblrone skali dgn nma aq.xkan laa kmi men2 kaa ko ingt serius.cilex bha.hari2 msg tpi tnya sal toblerone kat aq pdhal dya tw yg kmi ne kwn.ishhh.lantak laa.anyway smua bgus2.

haiyaa why im so emotional ne.tdi dgn iklil n fiza time tghari brcrita sal dim sum/wantan/dumpling trus tringat restoran cina muslim-guangzhou kat damai.perrggghhh~sedap nyaa beb!mee style cm cina(buat sndri) dumplingnyaa perrgghh trangkat!sedappppppppp.halal n bersih..CONFIRM.mmg xda kraguan cz sijil halal terang2 ada.thn pekerjanya smua melayu.tauke nyaa cina-muslim .apalagii.mmg lau pergi skli akan pergi lagi.sedappp.(lapar trus)dorang tu dari guangzhou.kan tmpy yg bnyk muslim lau kat cina .tulaa mybe dorang wat business kat sni.yo!i like chinese food.wantan ho,mee basah,dumpling,koh loh mee n etc.favourite ne bang!hahahah

p/s:nak p mkn dlu.hahahha!

long distance

yo wassup!hehehe.mising me?no laa.bru jaa ada krajinan nak wat entry nei.well frh da msuk da sem 2.fuii~bnyk laa bnda nk ckp.firstly abt the subjct.gosshh.so damn freak haRD..haiyaa~
oyaa now frh trpksa laa brulang alik dr rmh ke clz.mnyusahkan .nsib baik laa ada abah.emm abah pn jz cuti sminggu ne pastu balik ke KL .hmmm..nnti laa esok frh p mryu kat unit kolej tu.mlasnyaa..mudhan2 dpt laa.

TOBLERONE?hahaha.sdh frh bgi sm tu ah chai.hahaha.ingt lg ne dya choclte dya.lolx.nsib baik laa frh beli lbih utk frh time kat labuan ari tu.haisshh.mngada2 laa mamat tu ,tiap2 mlm msg.mls aaa.dya ingt frh ne gf dya ke ???heloo?eeee plik2.tu laa lau time kat clz i jz wat donna sm dya.pastu dya mula laa post kat fb .mluahkan prsaan kat fb.me terasa?huh.xlaaa.(ckit jer)sepa yg tw abt him tu diam2 jelaa.k.ssshhh.bt dya overall ok la.stakat ne blom lg nk bperang.hahaha.eee..he such a annoying laa.xpaalaa.best jg kwn sma yg annoying ppl ne.hahaha.wayer otak pn leh lari.hahahah.thumbs up !

today!he cme back laaaaaa~yaw mising him sooo muchhh.hey dude why u dnt call me huh when u arrived here.eeee.yelaa mising u man!hahahaha.u r apple to my pie~=where is my bangles .heheheh.

today clz hnya satu jaa.yg len xda lecturer.apalaa.bkin hbis minyak jaa.hmmm.boring ne.nsib baik laa ada novel.boleh laa baca2 skjp.well i have to go now.mngantok.TTYL~xox-farah

p/s:perfect two.