MERRY christmas n happy nwe year

to emily n my cristian friend i jz wnna wish u merry xmas n happy nw year ,have a joy ride .hmmm today im going to my friend house n my aunty friend house.we jz have fun wid it..

tdi whn i chat wid pak belalang i though it was him n i jz said hi2 n some othrs word laa.bt then suddnly 'he' said tht he is not pak belalang bt his gf.hmmm..ya GIRLFRIEND huh?since when ur gf take ovr ur site.wow u so change pak belalang.i thought u diffrnt frm othr guy whch mean not been RULE by ur gf.seriusly it make me embrassing .bt luckly i alwyz face ths kind of silly things so not a BIG problem laa.bt the problm is ur gf.haiyaa..perang laa kmu sn yaa.
sepatutnya benda privrsi ne xyaa laa nk bgtw kat gf o bf.confirm hbis HANCUR smua nyaa.benda yang salah faham ne laa yg wat hbungan mkin jauh n renggang.
i knw we only jz make friends tp yg bkin problm ne bila psngan kt JEALOUS.haii bkin spoil laa cm ne.apalgi kalau psngan tu x supporting.aiyoo. explain laa mcm mn pun gerenti mmg perang dunia keTIGA laa.mlz ne aishh.payah~

i think lau nk cri kawan llki cri laa gfnyaa yg supporting .i mean yg xtrlampau leh brtukar jd singa betina cpt.begitu jg dgn sebaliknya.ufff .tp bhaya jg lau trlampau SUPPORTING. hmm pndai2 laa nk cri kwn.thts y i like to friend wid intrnational friends.although there have their gf o bf bt still thy ok n their couple undrstnd so gd abt friends.hmmm..like jake n bella,my besties in th net.hahahaha.soon i'll upload their pic.ahahaha

p/s:belalang dah mati

new friend

hahaha..yaa..hahaha..he is jake frm england.mat salleh farah jmpa kat chat room.lol..he soooo gd to everyone.hek eleh cm laa prnh jmpa.lawak ne lau chat sm ne guy.n i hv one more friend frm paris ,her name is bella.hahah..pnyaa laa men lucu.masing2 mnunjuk2.lol..i guess i have found a rite place to laugh n laugh.kmi lau chat smua sal guy n mmg terasa c jake laa.hahaha..kesian ne dya satu org jak dya lau llki.lol.!tp he gd n nice looking.ehemmm~=p

farah jenis yg suka brkawan so i jz make friend wid thm.bella,she is a nice girl.dya xkdekut dgn ilmu.hahaah,ilmu apa?dya pandai masak.n ssllu jg kmi share resipi dgn dya.tulaa sejak kbelakangan ne i sllu turun ke dapur..hahaha.

jake,hmmmm dya ne ahli sukan..yoo bdn dya sasa weyy.show off ne sm kmi.minta puji.bt dya mmg a nice guy.npa laaaa dya xda gf.haishhh u wait 4 me aaa jake?hahahah..first time chat dgn dya,hahaha mmg lawak.1 mlm tu cm ktwa jaa ne.gilak.
i think we r so crazy in the chat room.lau ada org msuk jaa room,haishh hbislaa kmi krjakan.hahaha.

kmi sllu ceta sal lagu2 n movie.tpi lau sal lgu mmg jake laa yg menang.hbis sgla lgu ELVIS tu dya p typ liriknyaa..hahaha.u knw elvis kaann?alaa yg dh mningal tu.hahhaha.ska dya lgu lm2.BORED~he is so annyoing okey.

yaaa..tht all frm me.meet my new friend jake n bella ..hehehehe

farah is here

helo2 apa kbr smua?hahahah..long time no see..sbnrynya frh xrjin updted cz bnyk benda frh wat..bnyk ke?emmm tak.frh xtaw..bnyk entry tp xtaw napa frh xmau post.hmmmm..biar laa..oyaa how's ur holiday?best?mestilaa best kan...hahahha xlm lg kristmas ,mcm besa frh p rmh kawan laa..u knw wht.i love taylor swift..she is my role model .thts y i love her style espcially her dress..hmm pa lagi mw ckp..how's ur holiday?wow msti best ne kan..same goes to me..bt lil bit bored.cuti ne fara bnyk p jogging ne..yaa my mom yg pksa.frh mls nk brsukan mmg payah~cz i bknya kaki sukan okey.cm ada muscle ne d tgn n kaki..alaa xlm tu hilang.hahahaha.emmm skrg ne frh rasa cm NERD.napa?cz frh bli novel bnyk btul ..5 buah buku okey dlm masa 1 bulan.punyalaa men bnyk .errkk?lbih dr satu kan.hahaha tp best2 ne story nyaa..yg pling best novel 'A girl guide to vampire'..hahaha best ne..lucu!

oyaaa skrg ne musim org minat dgn mat salleh yg brnma BEN BRADSHAW tu kerrr?hahaha..smua org bcrita sal tu mamat.mamat yg leh ckp bhs melayu dengan lancar .hahaha .mmg dia cute n handsome ,tak dinafikan laa ..mmg respect aaa kat dya cz dpt bckp dgn baik dlm bhs kita.hhahaah

napa frh daa lm da x update?hmmm cz xda bnda frh nk ceta plus i dnt knw nk start dr mn.ne pun cz MOOD hari ne ok.how's pak belalang?emm dya busy kot ,tulaa jarang online kat chat room.hmmm..seriusly frh cm xda topik maw ckp .ne jelaa..bye~

p/s:loneliness somtimes effect my mood.lol!

CANCER

brrrrr..so cold.ufff u knw wht,actually today i and emily suppose going out to cp.BUT its raining man~hmmmm its ok.postpone to another day.haishhh~im bored now.hmmm pak belalang so busy wid his gf and im jelez (jz joking) .u knw wht,he so loyal to his gf.huhuhuh wish i m the one to bcme his gf .lolx.so cute if couple alwyz trust,loyal n love to each other.hmmmm~i wish i can get tht.im lil bit emo now ,who cares?seriously im jelez .fine tht is cancer characteristic.wait let me show u something:

Cancer Astrology June 21 - July 22

Cancer Strength Keywords:

- Loyalty
- Dependable
- Caring
- Adaptable
- Responsive

Cancer Weakness Keywords:

- Moody
- Clingy
- Self-pitying
- Oversensitive
- Self-absorbed

well tht true..im not believe wid astrology but sometimes it 100% work to me.hahahaha.my lucky star is cancer.ok fine im playing wid ths superstitious thing..hahahaha

p/s:my prince charming is frm taurus star.hahaha

ok saya terima

well my result hmmm ok laa..tak trlmpau truk x trlampau ok.middle2..frust?yaaa.apa leh wat trima jelaa..tp syukur laa smua lulus.kalau x mati laa.mmg frh rs xsdp ati sjk kblakangan ne.tup2 itu plaa~Xpaa ada lg sem so pas ne wat laa yg trbaik (cra org mmjuk dri sndiri)
hmmm..apa lg mau ckp ne yaa.bnyk bnda frh nk gtw tpi hmmm korang nnti boring.n i also boring wid tht.

leave it.~

aaaaa..ok fine.esok frh akan kuar jalan2.nk lpkan smua ksedihan yg melanda.hahaha..nk p karaoke,mvie,shopping.fuhh biarlaa enjoy jap dgn members(gya ckp cm nak p clubing hahaha..poyo aa)xlaaa jz jln2 kat Kk jaa.

biaralaa bnda da trjadi apa nk wat diam2 jelaa.plan smthng 4 the future~aim


p/s:simple plan band =p

wht?!him?noooo ..

urrrgghhhhh!!plzz someone help me.ok.kool down .trik nafas..huuuuu~aaaaaaaaaaaaaa.omg3.u knw wht my mom minat kat pak belalang n she said he like if i wid him.lolx!wht!r u kiding mom?we jz know each other jz 4 a couple of day.thn u wnt me hving a reltion wid him.ufff!i dont want.ALTHGH he handsome,charming ,educated n wat eve laa.BUT still i dont want.i love to bcme his friend NOT GF.helo???mom plzzz.i dont want.
reason y i dont want?well no reason 4 tht,i jz DONT WANTx100.
n the word my mom ckp td yg wat i xda slera (errkk serius) ialah:''wa,menantu mama dya x chatting ka dgn wawa ari ne?'' .wht?!menantu.omg!thnkz GOD cz pak belalang didnt read my blog so i can say wht eve i want.isshhh.xkan laa mamat poyo tu mama suka plaa.dahlaa poyo,nerd lg..ee dya da ad GF laa (he said he single bt i dnt knw laa) eeee..xmau .ok fine mmg dya hensem gilerr tp aaa frh xmau.frh nk jdi kwn dya jaaa~frh jz suka kwn dgn dya cz dya ne suporting plus gila2 cm me jg la.so cam kamcing laa.lahuhuuuh.ohh man~
ohhh tidakkk...T______T

p/s:speechless

alone?

burrhh..i dnt care la.alone ka wat eve ka at least i still can live n do smthng to myself its ok .target of my life ,pas ja hbis diploma bnyk bnda frh nak plan.n i'll FOCUS sm plan tu.biarlaa xda bf ka apa ka yg pnting when i get wht i wnt sdh kira cm HADIAH aa bgi frh.(errkk am i dclaire tht im single?)lolx.mls aaa nak men2 sdh.frh rs cm sdh trbuang banyak masa lorr.skrg ne fkir study ja dlu.1 year sdh frh buang msa jz 4 nothng.yeahh i knw laa GIRLS JUST WANNA HAVE FUN tp itu madonna ckp ..bnyk lg frh leh wat drpd lyn llaki yg cm monyet2 kat sepilok tu.cm apa jaa.yaa im thinking abt my future plan.wow,frh da growing up da!(poyo laa).bak kata pak belalang : I LOVE STUDY.hahahaha.mmg sah e-kau nerd laa pak belalang.ckp sal bku n study frh tringat akan 1 mamat ne.kakaka.(ain i think u knw who am i talking abt)hahaha

ok cm ne,time form 2 frh da start tuisyen hehehe.thn ada laa satu mamat ne kira dya tua laa dr frh cz time tu dya form 4 .cehh ingt lg.hahahai think he is the NERDYPERSON THT I EVER MET!!byngkan i 2 tahun kat sn tpi xprnh bckp dgn dya pdhal dgn bdk2 tuisyen yg len frh leh brgaul tp plik ne mamat xprnh n brsembang dgn sspa.aq wat lawak bodoh dpn dya pn dya still lg mghadap bku nya.porrdahh.frh still ingt lg time tu frh p sembunyikan seliparnyaa.kakakakak.pdan muka dya mencri.hahaha.nakal kan me ne.yg pling best lau ada gf frh.hahaha.sepa lg mis ain aka mira .ahahaha.n plus best lg lau c mamat ne 1 meja dgn frh n ain.hbis dia..kmi ktwa terbahak2 TAPI dya still control NEDY-NESS dya ne.hahaha.maintain tgk bku n wat keja kat dlm bku tu.aduiii..kmi pngil dya bdk marikh.hahahah.
lucu owww.dya wat donno jaa ne slama 2 TAHUN yaw!hahaahaha.
muka dya ne boleh tahan laa TAPI INGAT ENRIQUE IGLESIAS LG mantap oke.hahahaha
maybe dya pemalu kan..(poyo laa)

ok laa smbng mlm nnti k.mau makan dlu ne.bye~

p/s: one less lonely girl-JB

am i a NERD?

hahahah.bila frh wat ne entry cm nak tergelak pla.pak belalang chat wid me thn suddnly he call me NERD.lolx.hey pak belalang u r double nerd oke.hahahaha.silly ~well im not a truly nerd .jz 20% laa.fuii dnt compare me wid other nerd ok cz im not like them.huhuhuh.yaa i love books BUT not all the time i wid the BOOKS oke.yelaa i ne study pn kkdang last2 minute .(msti lau si pk bblalng tu bc trKEJUT)compare dgn dya,frh rs frh jz 45% ''kenerdy-an'' dya.hahaha.sori pak bblang mmg btul pn oke.hahaha.

oyaaa td frh p laa bka fb kan ,thn frh tgk c A n D on9.so frh wat donno.yg plik ne skrg c dapi x pndai say 'hai' besanyaa dia laa yg sslu ckp tu dluan.burrhh cam org brsalah oww kan.thn c A cm besa laa..skjp on n skjp off line.hey cm apa jaa,kool laa ~ntah laa plik ne .buang masa i je pkir sal dorang.lau dorang tu EDWARD CULLEN O ENRIQUE IGLESIS ok laa jg.hahahaha

i actually frh juz finish online shopping ne.tulaa senyum smcm ja.hahah brg yg frh nak ada plaa kat situ.pnt2 jaa cri kat shopping mall sklinyaa kat online shopping lagi BERLAMBAK.hahaha.apa lagi shopping laa spuas2nyaa.(gilaa sdh =.='')release TENSION bha tu.ia adlh satu THERAPY.hahahah.drpd brgaduh sm org len bgs lg cuci mata kat online shopping.hahahah.i hope brg2 smua tu akan sampai laa.huhuhhu.cz ada brg bkn dr malaysia.tp xpaa laa mmg leh dprcayai jg tu tmpt.ngee~(kna pukauan sdh ne)

k.lah .gtg.xox-farah

p/s:kena cri sugar DADDY ne spya senang cri sponser.hahahaha .lolx=p

suddenly

i dnt knw wht dapi wnt frm me.im tired of their games n i just wnt to shout n said :'Jerk can u stop ur games plz?',ufff i hate it .im not stupid oke.aisshh i feel like wnt to kick them out.frh sbnrya ok if their tell the true bt then they keep play n play.helo?u ingt i ne barbie doll ke?i hate most is when he start to text 'i love you' n bla bla bla.euwww.bknya frh nk down kan dya tp i knw who he is .btw i xsngka yg c acap pn join ths games.okk now i see..ufff jz leave it.nnti migrain plaa

hmmm..i suddenly mis faizan.i dnt knw wht he is doing nw?is he ok?maybe he wid his fiance rite now.when i listen to adam lambert song whatya frm me.aaaaa i rmmber him laaa!cz he alwyz sing tht song 4 me.lolx.but now no One willing to sing 4 me.huhuhuhu.so sad~

hmmm..frh2 emo sngt laa ko.

p/s: 05040718

im ok

sori laa lau wat korang suspen td.im ok now.its not a big prblem.seen like pak belalang also have his own problem rite now.hmm..everyone have a problem.i make a joke for pak belalang but he dont have mood to laugh yeaa is same goes to me.wht a hard life!try to make ppl laugh bt cant make ourselves laugh.lolx~i think im a alone girl now.when people back step you,you gonna feel like a rubbish for them.ufff!i hate this part right now.y people never respect each other.yaa im kind of a sensitive and a EMO person now.im jz glad to have my best friends around me.they know what i feel.i cant imagine if i far away from them what shld i do?i know im not a strong enough,people always think that im a weak girl.yeahh that true BUT im not weak mentally.i dont care what people said but once their over ur head u'll start to yell (trust me).

in this new year of ISLAM,i'm gonna star with a new things.all is new.hahahaha.i wanna to change n its time for me to change.(errkk!).i love u my friends.

p/s:salam maal hijrah .xoxo

game OVER

Sorry laa if ths post lil bit krg sopan.well i jz wanna express smthng.last nite A text me n tht msg sound like ths-

A:salam
farah:salam
A:tgh wat apa?
frh:xda laa tgk tv jerr,(actually i lil bit weird y he text me sudnly)
A:wahh.ko dgn c D skrg da mkin rpat jaa kan?bgs laa tu
frh:hhaha.yelaa tu knon.i wid him jz friends oke.cm mn aq rpt dgn ko cm tu laa aq rpt dgn dya skrg
A:ohh yeaa kaa.tp ndak paa laa jg kan .xda sdh gosip kt
frh:helo?u ingt xda sdh?kat formspring tu brlambak.btw sepa sruh lmbt .tgk sepa yg rugi (sj men2 sm dya)
A:ohh..hahaha.sbnrya ada acp nk ckp.
frh:hah ap tu?
A:xmau laa.nnti laa.
frh:ap jg tu?sal dapi ka?korang sj nk men2 kan aq kan.
A"eh xdalaa.mn ada prmainkan syg laa.
frh:porddahh laa.aq tw bha ap korang pnyaa GAME
------------smpai tu jaa,thn c acap xrply----------------

what the hell!korang ingt aq xtw games korang?hey,aq bkn bdk kcik lg ok!i knw wht is going on thts y i still plying ur games.BODOH!u pick a WRONG GIRLS TO PLAY.mmg kmu ssuai dmaki !@#$%^&.yelaa wlaupn dorang xgtw lg tp i can sense wht they wanna to do.i learn all ths frm FAIZAN.he teach me TO BECOME A MATURED GIRL AND i hv to thnkful to him.korang ingt aq ne cm bdk2 ,suka ati jak korang nk wat.p MAMPUS laa.hey u THINK I LIKE U?BODOH!I DNT WNT LAA.GAME OVER OKE

p/s:kazen aq c putri lg truk lau mmaki.=p

thnkz 4 ur add my sweet friends

wow!i love u girlz.u all so awsome friend tht i nvr had!thnkz 4 still adding me.hahahaha.(plzz dnt laugh if u reading ths) hehehehe.5 thngs y i love my girls:

1.u guyz ROCK

2.AWsome!

3.respect each other.

4.Koool~

5.we r like sister~

p/s:friendship nvr END

burrhhh~

u r the tounder n im th lightnening~hahahah.lgu selena gomez.hahaha.today im enjoying my day.yelaaa dsbbkn klmrin xshopping so today i freaking out mo jg p shopping.hbis daa duit kt dlm bnk hahaha.skali skla bknyaa frh thun ne bnyk p shopping pn.so pejam mata laa.nk dkt kristmas so shopping laa skit2 .hahahaha.pUAS hati jg laaa dgn bnda2 yg frh bli ne.bknyaa frh nk buang gtu jerr .well mama yang temankan td.i think she shld be my PA.hahahah.yelaa sspa yg taw my mom,fuhh lau bab bju o ksut kaa dya laa yg dlu smngt.hahaha.tulaa my dad sllu biarkan frh n mama p shopping.=p (well besalaaa llaki kkdang mn than lau shopping 24 hours.hahah)kan3.a guy still a guy.he canot stand to shopping like a girl do.=.=''

penat ne yaw!blk rmh jaa trus online.itulaa keja frh.lau x bka lappy x sah laa.ntah addicted kot.bessalaaa kan REMAJA.hahahah.hmmm.im so tired~
mmm..skit laa kaki ne.(pdan muka sepa srh pkai heels lau taw jln jauh2)issshh.skali skala maaaa~
xpaaa laa.sbnrnyaa frh tnggu jg kwn2 yg len ajak hangout.lama dah xkuar dgn dorang kan.hahahah

hahaha.td kan i wid my mom p laa momom kat kopitiam d citymall cz kmi nk tunggu nisa (dia kan p clbrate birthday party kwn2 nyaa) pastu bru jaa nk order mknan c caca call mama.dya ckp sruh ambil.burrhhhh.i said to my mom:'ma,biarlaaa kan kt da order mknan so sruh nisa tnggu (baik kan kakak ne)hahaha''.ok done laa.aftr pickup c caca,dya bw mknan plaa.adoii.sushi n bun2.mati laa.my mom ckp dnt tell u sis tht we hving our lunch sdh.hahahah .y?cz nnti c caca ne mrajok.mmg dya bgitu tu.so diam2 laa.time c caca ask me'kak y u x makan sushi?'thn i replied:ohh ok japp'pdahal im so full!.mau x mau i terpksa laa mkn.huhuh.smpai skrg im still full.=.=''

mmm sbnrnya ,frh takut plus nervous ne.yelaa xlama lg result kuar.sepa yg xtkot oww.huhuhuh..plzz pray 4 me.=(
mlm ne frh nk tgk movie wid my love.hahahha.PERASAN!do you have a bf ??hahahaha.eee im jz joking laaa.kat chanel star world bnyk ne movie2 best.hahahaha.besalaa org jarang p tgk wayang mcm ne laa.ketandusan (p laa e-kau tingal dgn katak ngam laa tu)
ok laa gtg.see u later.bye.xoxo

p/s:xlarat dah tgk mknan rite now.

love?

wht is love?apa tu cinta?hahahahah..ntah laa.bnyk sngt meaningnya.aaaaa..mls laa i nk ckp.hey nk tw x skrg ne pk belalang alwyz steal my words.hahahaha.dya da pndai gn ayt2 yg emo2.elehh last time dya jg ckp yg frh ne alwyz emo burrrhhh pdhal skrg ne dya laa plaa.pak belalang zaman sekarang da pandai bremosi.hahahaha.lwk laaa dya.!i cant believe he was funny like tht!kakakakakah .ne je ka nk ceta?hahaha.well td faizan text me and he said tht he will going back to pakistan ths morning n i rply okk tke cre.hmmm~maybe after he came here he will bcome someone fiance rite?ufff farah can u stop ur emo face.trjangkit sm c pak belalang sdh ne.aisshh pak belalang apo da e-kau wat sm i hah?adehhh.pnt lorr ktwa2 smlm sm c pk belalang.hahaha.pk belalang tu pak dukun laa.hahahahaha.msti korang smua pening ne kan.hahahah apa leh wat sabo jelaa (ayt hafiza)hahahahha.nnti laaa if i ada jodoh sm dya i kasi tw kat korang aa sepa dya tu(aishhh awat hang gatal nooh).ehehhehe.hormon da brubh .hahha.i love to make him as my friend nt a spcial cz i phobia wid name of LOVE.maybe spell aka sumpahan ne akan hilang if i met true love kot?bila tu?aahh nnti laa tu . ok laa i/v to go now.mau p hntr nisa my lil sis p birthday kawanyaa.aisshh i bknyaa mau dajak pn.hahahaha.

p/s:tringt lgu pak belalang nnyian mawi.hhahahaha=p

pordahh laa

ok today i nk knlkan sm u all a guy nma pak dukun.npa dya pak?cz i simply gave him tht nme.n guess wht he call me 'mak nenek'.ufff~dr mn i knl dya?well biarlaa rhsia.hahahah..dya kind of a funny guy tp xmaw mngalah sm frh.uffff~TT___TT apalaaa.tp totally he OK.

i love to make friends .but jgn trlbih batas dahlaaa.ehemm INGAT taw.emmm today actually my plan wnt to go 4 a shopping d batalkan cz trlmpau asyik tgk movie.hahahha.maybe esok je laa.mmmM..ok laaa nnti frh smbung ceta2 aaa.nk mandi dlu bru jak blik dr jogging ne.bau laa..(engkau sdr pn frh oii)

p/s:trnmpk mamat sweet kat jogging track .tp hampeh dya dgn gf nyaa.=.=''

cikai ke?

salam..hi smua.wasuup2 frh in th house.hahahaha.sengal.ari ne hri sbtu kan.fuiyoo bnyknya bnda nk wat ari ne.Mmm well ,frh nk shopping kot ari ne cz frh nk bli smthng.yelaa bju frh yang kt almari tu semuanya cm da lusuh .errr??(ada ka ini satu alasan?)hey,btul laa.balik2 pakai itu jaa.aisehh so temberang lau u.xlaaa cm ne,frh nk bli bju cz frh nk bli laa.(alamak jd satu isu ka?)hahahahah.porrddaahh laaa.frh ne bole dikatakkan jarang nk shopping lau shopping pn maybe mama je laa.nak katakan frh x ikut prkmbngan masa aishh jgn men gilerr bhai,i sslu ikt pkmbngan msa oke.cm ne laa nk ckp , frh xsuka sngt mmbazir.yelaaa ingt frh ne ank raja kaa nk beli bju smpai 1 almari pnuh.yelaa org ckp frh ne brgaya laa,stylist laa.pdhal itu2 jaa style frh.humble nyaa~T______T

dlu ex frh jnis yg brgaya.smua bndanyaa branded,polo,Zara Man,jam tngan pn Ferari.Adidas n sO on tu bru bju2 n jm tngannyaa.blom lg prfume.lau prfume xpyh laa ckp.fhm2 jela.total he over me .hmmm i cant deny he cme frm rich fmily thts y he can affort to bought all tht stufs.and last time he ask me weather i wnt a gucci o guess watch .well im sorry cz i dnt like if ppl buy expensive things for me.i knw who am i n i knw if i take all those things ,it seem im NOT a suitable person to wear it.

my dream is want to buy all those branded things by my own money.biarlaa org ckp yg frh ne org yg rugi cuz tolak pmberian org apth lagi yg branded2.well tu korang pnya pmkiran.biarlaa pkai bnda yg cikai2 skrg.aisehh cikai sngt kaa brg ko tu frh?hahhhhaha.xlaa cikai tp i can affort laa to bought it.hehehehhe.

p/s:dream abt smthng u want n try to get it ^^,

MY PRINCE CHARMING

hmmm..dear friend y im so emo ?y i cant be strong hndle ths sitution?yaa i knw im a hiprokrit.and i admit.i love to make evryone smile,laugh n bla bla bla.but smtimes ppl nvr knew inside my heart ther r a huge hole tht soemone have to fix it.SOMEONE?i still cant find .wher is the perfect man tht ppl alwyz said?can u plzz cme to me.yaa,frh tw frh ne bole dktakan mmg mmilih tp ada sbb frh mmilih.well its my right.hmmm,u guyz mau taw x apa llki idaman frh?ok ,jgn lp aaa catat aaa kpd kaum adam.hhahah

1.muslim of course laa.smbhyang dya ckup (lau x siap laa kna interview sm my dad(hahahah)

2.dya ne msti laa tinggi drpd frh.if can he height is like 6 inch gtu.hahah

3.he is nice,gd looking laa.

4.educated.

5.gentleman and RESPECT me.

well tht all my dream abt my prince charming.hopefully i can meet him in the future.


ada xcm ne??=p


p/s:love ENRIQUE IGLESIAS

oppss im sori

erkk..sbnrnya frh da cleary tw apa mksd ucak.n ne mybe 100% btul.well ucak ne mksdnyaa friend.tapi besa d ckp d klngan guyz laa.ermm npa laa bru taw ne.brabis da i p merajok brabis ne.(aishh emo laa pla).huhuhuh.msti dya ingt frh ne sensitif kan.ohh no.mati laaa lau i jmpa dya nnti.alamak!cm mn ne.mmm xpaa i'll try to msg him nnti lau ok thts mean ok la tu kan.erkk.hopefully

p/s T_____T

its ok

eeeeee..i tgh geram oke.nak taw x npa???cuz i dah tw da apa tu mksd ucak.ucak means ''pengcau'' ufffff~ok fine tht obama call me ucak.ya3 nice nme.tapi......
urrggghh dya ckp tu mksd bkn yg frh ckp n he keep call me ucak .aaaaaaa~i hate him.
ok ,xpaaa.tapi i still xpuas hati laaa.i xnak kalah dgn dya.cuz i dnt wnt.seriusly i jz wnt to puch his face rite now.pduli laa.npa dya xnk mengalah ekk?eeeeeeee..i feel like crazy ne sdh.so tekanan.but my mom said 'farah jgn benci org tu sngt nnti last2 ,u'll like him''.WHAT?IS THT TRUE?NO! mom i'll not like him.cuz ??hmmmmmmmmm..biarlaaa .its ok obama,nnti laaa i'll revenge bck.

oyaaa btw skrg ne bnyk angin brtiup sal gosip frh dgn c acap.well acap n me jz close friend .xlbih dr tu.yelaa of course laa,last time tu mmg kmi sngja rapatkan cz blik2 org pair2 kan me dgn dya so apalagi frh n acap pn men kan laa dorang blik tp x sngka laa its bcme a BIG NEWS for them.well,evrythng is under control.hahahaha.when i txt acap ,dya pn leh ktwa trbahak2 ne.hhahah.apalagi frh.(besalaa lau bnyk pminat cm ne laa)aahh poyo aaa =.=''


p/s:lau i ada mgic stick i'll turn u jd katak.hahahahha.=p

ok im done

yaa im done mencantikkan ths blog ntah cntik ke x i pn xtw.pnt daa i ushah2 templtes yg cntik2 tp ne je i rs ok bt its oklaaa..lau x suka sila laa p clik X kat pnjuru desktop anda k.hahaha.gurau je laa

well td i ushah2 jap ex frh pnya fb n nak taw x apa frh jumpa?jeng2.i nmpk kat sttus nya ''GOING WILD TONITE'' n nxt sttus nya ''BLACK DOGGIE IS ON'' wht the HELL nya dya wat.ya Allah dy nk p disco n clubing rupanyaa.i nvr think tht he will do ths again.he break his promise .burrhhh biarlaa..aq dgn dya xda pa2 jg.pduli laa dya.kubur masing2 ,dya nk mati ka smbil minum arak sn p mati laa,dya nk f***k girls kaa p mampus laa.helo??dya ingt aq nk llki mcm tu.hey,u tu islam ok.lau kau tu kafir ka apa ka ndak jg i kisa ne ISLAM N OFFICIANAL MUSLIM.wey,org mcm kau tu mmalukkan nma islam ja.I RESPECT MY FIRENDS YG NON MUSLIM,wlupun dorang tu bkn islam tp at least dorang jarang nk p minum smpai drunk .len laa lau mmg kaki clubbing.i xbole nk kata apa.yupp apa i tgh ckp ne ttg mslh kat KL laa.yg muslim wat bnda yg keji tu.n bdk yg i tgh ckp ne pn bdk kl so bgi dorang besa kali.BUT FIR ME ITS NOT!SERUOSLY AQ BENCI.

aahh bkn kat kl jaa tp mrata2 tmpt.minum bir laa,seks laa.hey kt ne kt US ke?bkn kat malaysia??ntahh laa ,i rs cm nk baling jak muka2 dorang tu dgn batu.isshh geram bhaa.npa jg thy r SO PROUD TO DRINK THOSE STUFTS???SEXY CHIC?wht r spcial if thy jz do jz for full fill their need.hey aq menyesal knl ne llki .nsib baik laa i xprnh jmpa dya jz knl mmlu intrnt n couple via ph.lau i jmpa dya mmg mengis x brlaku laa aq.

i knw im kind of open minded bt if ths thngs i cany excuse oke.cz parents i da ckup ajar ttg hal agama ne.aq taw brdosa ne bnda .HARAM!hmmm ok laaa i mlz nk komen lbih2 nnti kna saman sepa ssh.

p/s:obama mlm ne xda.=.=''

apa maksud ucak?

yaa prtanyaan ne tb2 dtg menyerang my kpla.ok cm ne ,td c obama tu sapa i oke thn tb2 dya ckp 'ucak'.oh man..apa tu.i dnt knw wht is tht mean.he said u find someone yg dr ngeri srawak jwb prsoalan u.ok fine.i cri2 laa jg thn i google tp haprak satu pn xjmpa.well tht word sound intresting ne.yelaaa kn we all ne 1 malaysia so kna laa bljr bhsa ngri2 yg len.btul x?hahhahah.
tht word ''ucak'' cm best ne.first time i dgr cm ''aucak''(hek eleh ko nk men cilubakk ka frh)hahahaha.well can somebody tell me wht is mean by ''ucak'' nnti tu obama p ktwa2 kan me pla.sepa tu obama?hahaha teka laa sndri.cz i pnt nk explain pnjg lebar bak kata iklil :kalau lebarr muka dya tu ,dya tgh pkir laa tu.(btul ka ne?sori lau slh k iklil)

eeee..i wnt to knw jg wat is tht.nnti i kalah ,i dnt wnt be a loser ok.

p/s:bahsa jiwa bangsa.

rs semacam jerr

yaaa..frh tgk ne blog cm apa jak.skit ne mata .glitter2 bnyk sngt.euuwww!plzz laa..well nnti laa frh kasi cntikkan ne blog drpd skit mata mmdang

p/s:fall in love wid prince of frog(adaka tu?????)

bnyk ceta nk kongsi

well hi korang smua,(i knw msti korang fkir npa farah xupdtd?)hmm cz frh xtw nk ckp apa kat ne blog.tngan ku kaku ,fikiran tak menentu.aisehh man.yaa ,srs.yelaa bnyk bnda dtg kat dri ne ,trpksa hadapi sndirian tnpa peneman.jiwang la plaa.eMo~
sbnrnya frh dgn faizan now jz hving some problm in our reltion.he told me tht he will getting enggd (engment tht arrnge by his fmily) =( yaa i knw ths things mmg sdih,sepa laa x sdih kan.porrrdahh laa.sO skrg ne frh cm widowed.huhuhuhuh
its ok .i dnt wnt to talk abt tht anymore.

skrg ne frh nk sesuai kn dgn prskitran yg baru(uii ko ne alien ka frh?) xlaaa,kan skrg i ne cm org kmatian suami so kna laa hilang smua pndritaan tu (sengal !)tp kan hehehehe..i rsa smua tu cm da hilang.i nk senyum je wlaupun sdih.smile in sad =)

p/s:muahh.xoxo

FARAH IS BACK!

ok guyz,sori cz nt updating any of nws.well im quite lazy to typ o wteve laa..ok see u at nxt post!

happy birthday farah

yaaa..hi lm sdh fara x update ne blog..hmm sbb ?MALAS tu jak..hmmmm..sptutnyaa fara happy bah kan sbb hari ne my birthday bt fara rs cm ..hmmm ntah la.. I THINK NEXT I DONT WANT TO CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY ANYMORE.!!!!jerk!minta puji smua org ne..plbagai alasan yg dberi.shit btl!sabar2 jak ne..mmg dari dlu asalkan fara wat birthday party msti ada yg x kena.DAMN!tp nsib baik laaa ada my huby ..fuuhhhh ok skit..k lah gtg.bye

im back ..

hai..lama sudah fara x post kat blog ne kan..hmmm..sbb bnyk sngt halangan. i mean when i start open my blog i dont knw whch part i hv to start ..well terlampau emO .haha..sbenarnya fara ada krisis dgn HIM aka my bf.smuanya pasal salah faham yg kwnnya reka.ishh pnjng story nya ne..mls laa nk ingt cz now everythng ok.(slps huby belasah org tu everythng seen OK i guess)hahah..really bah..sampai famous me kat kolej nya..adess..hahaha..mybe korang pening kan apa yg fara taip ne..hehhe..well like i said it was alaong story.now me and him ok sdh.still loving couple.hmm but tu lah our distance too far walaupun in the same country bu difrent state rite?hmmm miss him ,wish he can come to sabah ths june.=)

sekarang ne fara kat tawau.hmm kan cuti sekolah so kat sni jak lah hbis kan masa dlm 2 minggu ne.no really bord cuz got wifi here(at my grandma house plus my aunty house whch jz next door jak..hahaha)

hmmm..i miss my friend espcially my bff ain.yaa i text her but not deliverd.i dont knw is she change her number?i knw it is my fault cz alwyz hiding n keep somethng away frm her but i jz cant tell her all my probs .i dont want burden her with my probs.hope she can understand.

hmmm..k lah.go 2 go.

bye.

syukur..

akhirnya farah past test driving yg selama ne fara tunggu2..hmm..walaubagaimanapun fara sedih cz arwah mbhatok tak sempat rasa fara driving utk dya.fara plan lau habis jak jpj ne fara nk blik ke twu jaga mbha tp x kesampaian.sepatutnya test tu last week tapi ..hmmm..tak apalah yang penting farah still ada mbah jie..fara akan happy kan nya..hmmm..ne semua berkat doa arwah mbhatok..=(

tapi disebalik kegembiraan itu farah sangat sedih cz bie skrg ne sdg dlm kesusahan.dia sudah kehilangan duitnya yg berjumlah 1200 dollar.dya tercicir kat restoran ..hmm cuai betul bah dya..duitnya tu abg dya bru bank-in sehari sebelum tu n dya nk beli somethng dgn duit itu..farah xdpt nk bantu dya cz farah mana ada duit sebanyak itu (cash)..hmmm..ok lah..nak out jap..mo call dya dlu..bye..

urrgghh i m so damn tired!

becouse of no maid at my house i've to do all the house works n my mom was helping too.my maid still stay at tawau cz hv somethng to be done n company my grandma too.she is alone in the house everyday cz my auntie n uncle hv to go to works n sometimes they will go back so late n jz my grandma stay in the without anyone in the house since my grandpa past away.hmmm..we hv plane to take our grandma to stay wid us but i dont knw if she want to follow us o nt.i knw nt easy to her to forget all the memories between her and my grandpa .my grandma so love my late grandpa n until the last breath(hmm i think my english so !@#$%%)..



ok laa ..

xoxox

7 sudah hari meniggalkan kami

hari ne sudah masuk 7 hari mbahtok pergi kembali ke rahmahtuaallah.cepat betul masa berlalu kan.cam baru kelamrin jak mbha meninggalkan kami sekeluarga.hmm..hari ne kat twau dorang ada wat kenduri tahlil untuk arwah.sedih cz xdapat balik disebbkan adik2 semua ke sekolah.hmm..tak pa laa yang penting hanya mampu deberi kepada arwah.hmnm..terinagt kisah time kecik2 ..mbahtok selalu bawa fara jalan2 n kuar makan cz fara ne cucu kesayangannya dan satu2 cucu perempuan kat dlm family sebelah mama so apalagi banyak laa keistimwaan yg fara dapat ..=)

setiap hari arwah mbahtok akan hantar n ambik fara dari sekolah .mama cakap mbhatok selalu berebut dgn mama n abah lau mau ambik fara dari sekolah so mama n abah bagi change laa kat arwah.hmm..asal keluar 'dating' dengan mbhatok mesti arwah akan bawa fara pergi ke kedai makan n sebab itu laa badan fara time kecik sangat2 montel..hehehe..sebenarnya banyak kenangan yang tersimpan kat sanubari ne tapi biarlah setakat ne je untuk fara kongsikan bersama sebab sekarang ne air mata da bertakung nanti bercerita banyak lagi menangis satu hari..hmmm fara tahu mbahtok sayang fara n cucunya yang lain tapi ajal dan maut semua ditangan ALLAH.redha kan pemergian mbahtok.dan mula hari ne fara kalau fara dapat msuk U nnti fara akan berlajar rajin2 kerana itulah pesanan yang arwah mbahtok selalu pesan kat fara.walaupun mbahtok tak dapat nak rsa apabila fara kerja nanti tapi fara akan penuh kan impian mbahtok untuk melihat fara berjaya.dan fara akan buatkan mbah jih (nenek) happy kerana sekarang ne hanya dia seorang jak yg tinggal dan fara akan jaga mbah jih apabila fara berjaya kelak .AMin....


p/s:AL-FATIHAH untuk arwah mbahtok;Swanto Bin Suratman.semoga roh nya dicucuri rahmat.amin ..

sepi

assalamualaikumsalam ..selamat berjumpa kembali.farah masih sedih kerana atok farah sudah kembali ke rahmatuallah minggu lalu hari rabu 5/05/2010 jam 3.10 pagi di tawau.saat tu farah rasa nak pengsan dan semua perasaan sedih menyelubungi fara.patut la pada waktu itu (malam hari tu ) farah tak dapat nak tidor , farah pn pelik tapi farah cuba nak tido tapi x dpt..ya Allah..pastu tiba jam 3 pagi gitu , farah dengar panggilan mama dari keluarga di tawau.hmmm..then farah terus p bilik mama .mama cakap mbahtok dah nazak (mbahtok panggilan arwah atok farah ) ya Allah, sedih farah hanya Allah yang tahu.kami semua kalang kabut kemas barang2 cz nak jalan darat p tawau then pas semua sudah get ready ,abah call dari KL cz abah still keja kat KL.Abah call mama then mama cakap 'innalilahiwainalilaherojiun' .ya Allah ,farah da agak mesti ada apa2 yg berlaku .akhirnya farah dapat taw yg mbahtok da meniggal dunia..

selepas tu pacik yansah call .dya cakap x payah la kita nak jalan darat ,kt naik kapal terbang jak laa takut x sempat plak nak sampai.ok laa..urusan tiket pak cik yansah yang settlekan n urusan transport family fara yg wat..
hmmm..jam 7.10 pagi kami mendarat di lapangan terbang Tawau..hati ne cm nak berlari ke rumah mbahtok.then semua uncle2 n aunty2 sudah ada di sana nak ambil kami smua. Mama drive kereta uncle yang tapi time tu uncle yang teda cz dya busy urus jenazah mbhatok .hmm..ya Allah ,mama speeding takut fara sampai cibye2 ckp :'yuk (panggilan kakak ) hati2'

samapi jak di rumah, farah terus p ka dalam rumah ..ya Allah ..mbahtok da teda hanya sekujur tubuh yang kaku di hadapan mata fara..hmmm..fara tukar baju then terus baca yassin dekat arwah mbhatok..farah menagis sangat2 tapi mama pujuk walaupun mama juga menangis..hmmm..tapi fara taw kita tak boleh menangis di hadapan arwah sebab arwah akan terseksa ,farah mesti redha dengan pemergian mbhtok..

sekarang teda sudah mbhatok hanya kenngan bersama mbahtok akan farah simpan dalam ingtn..semoga ALLAH akan mencucuri rahmat keatas arwah mbhatok ;SWANTO BIN SURATMAN-AL-Fatihah

alright

hey.. ths me again.wlcome back.sebenarnya fara ada jenguk2 jg blog fara ne tapi macam teda mood nak typ pa2 lat sini laa..lagipun kelmarin ada konflik skit dgn bf fara.besalaaa..tak sah lau tak bergaduh dlm sebulan..ahahaha..adat dlm perhubungan kan.tapi semua ok sudah.masing2 pandai pujuk memujuk tapi farah la yang champion sikit.hehehe.

I love u my heart..

xoxo

puppy LOvE ^^,

semua orang pasti merasa perasaan suka ,cinta dan gembira.dan semua juga merasa apa itu 'cinta monyet' @pupy love.yerr..fara juga tak kecuali.dulu time sekolah rendah and sekolah menengah ada laa merasa cita monyet tu..hehehhe. lucu plak law terinagt pasal tu.fara dulu time sekolah rendah bukanya tetap satu sekolah jak tapi pindah2..first2 sekolah cina iaitu :sjk(c) Yuk Chin TWU (dari darjah 1 -2)then sjk (c) st james (setahun jak) last SRK st agnes likas (darjah 4-6)..so banyak laa yang fara admire kat 3 buah sekolah tu..well besala masih budak2 lagi.suka2 ja.nampak yang smart then hensem terus suka (cehhh..=p)

tapi time sekolah menengah hanya seorang jak fara minat laa..cuz time kat sekolah menengah farah sekolah perempuan so mana ada budak lelaki (fara sekolah sana dari form 1 -5).so lau minat bdk llki ne pun time jumpa kat tuisyen ..ngee~
ada laa satu bdk llki ne yg fara boleh katakan dia ne jenis ..ermmm..boleh laa..hensem x sngt,cute x berapa tpi dya pandai.boleh tahan laa dia ne.fara minat dia ne cz pandangan pertama kot.memang time tu leh tergugat laa cz dya first time kalau tengok espcially dari padangan side tepi ^^,..walamak hemsem laa..tapi lama2 fara dapat tahu yang dya da ada gf..huhuhu..frust tu maybe tidak tapi adalah 'SIKIt' (ayat tunggang terbalik)..yo!fara cari dya sampai kat friendster (dlu mana kenl facebook sngt)..hahaha..then try nk contect dya sebab just mahu jadi friend jak baa..tapi susah maw cari .at last fara dapat itu pun dari kazen ..bdk laki ne bkn sama umur dgn fara k..i tak main laa sama2 umur ne..(minta puji nya!) tpi ok laa bknya tua sngt..heheheh now fara dengan dya jadi kawan .ermm kawan jak??yaa laaa kawan rapat hahaha..akhirnyaa walaupun bukan jadi bf o gf tpi at least kami jadi kawan baa..kalau ada probs sometimes fara minta advise dya skit n dya pun cam tu jgak.ehemmm!(terbatuk plak)..itu jak laa ttg dya nnti my hubie fikir len2 plak..

hmmm..tak sangka masa begitu cepat berlalu..dulu masih leh lagi kejar megejar ,teriak sana teriak sini..haiisshh..lau sekarang buat macm tu alamt orang lain pkir yang bukan2..heheheh..kenangan masa lalu kadang kala boleh membuatkan kita tergelak sendiri ataupun sedih...


xoxo

its so meaningful for me..

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flash back start,
I'm standing there, on a balcony in summer air
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
See you make your way through the crowd and say hello.
Little did I know...

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
and my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase, begging you please don't go
And I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince
And I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby just say, yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes, escape this town for a little while
ooh... ooh..
Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me,
I was begging you please don't go
And I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince
And I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby just say yes
Romeo save me
They're trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid
we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story
Baby just say yes

I got tired of waiting,
wondering if you were ever coming around
my faith in you was fading
when I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said

Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out ring
And said

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad,
Go pick out a white dress
It's a love story
Baby just say yes
ooh.. oohh..
Cause we were both young when i first saw you




p/s:this lyric is so meaningful for me..
xoxo

usyah usyah jap

hari ne fara kuar hang-out dgn emily (tp ada kazen dya ikut)..ada barang fara nak bagi kat dya..fuhh lama tak jumpa emily hampir sebulan sudah..selain daripada bagi barang sebenarnya fara nak bercerita ttg banyak hal kat emily..fuhh banyak cerita panas yang fara dengar n sedih pun ada.ok sekarang korang nak dengar cerita apa?panas o ssejuk?original o spicy?cehh cam apa plak..

gini laa..firt thing fara cerita yg sad story k..fara dapat tahu dari emily yang cikgu2 kami kat sekolah (ehemm..EX -) banyak yang pindah..sedih juga la kan..tak silap fara ,mily cakap hampir 6 orang yang pindah termasuk 2 orang cikgu yang farah rapat..huhuh..=(
sekolah kami pun mau dirobohkan cuz banyak sudah yang retak n x sesuai plus bahaya lau still stay kat situ .so selepas jak pasar-ria kat sekolah nnti ,dorang akan kasi roboh tu sokolah n students semua pindah sementara kat sekolah teknik..hmmm..banyak memori kat sekolah tu..semau kenangan suka dan duka ada kat sana..hmm..I m gona miss tht school.

ok..now cerita panas..hahaha..apa laa yg panas tu..hmmm ada la fara dgr salah seorang daripda kawan kami skrg da kaki clubing.tak sangka dya perubah betul.selama me fara tengok dya ok jak tp ntah laa maybe masa mengubahnyaa..tak pala ,lau itu hala tujunya apa boleh bwat kan...


btw..hahaha..banyak sngat topik yang kami ceta n lau cerita smua kat sini hahaha..x cukup 1 post ne..

xoxo

LOvE

i knw sometimes i quite mean to you but tht the way i express it so tht u not think that u can do wht ever u wnt to me.i'm sori if u sad o hurt bcuz of that.i'm not so well n now im become too emotional n senstive.i dont why..hmmm..just leave it.but i never think about anything tht can ruin our relationship .i still love u bie. i knw u dont want to share any problm wid me n i tryin understand it.but please dont think about ur life bie. think also about the person that love u.one day u will realise how deep is my feelings to you .LOVE U alwayz bie.

xoxo

fearless

today fara nak ceta pasal sesorng sepa tu aa..org ne kwn lama fara,fara anggap dia cam abg fara (sdh TUA ba tu..x tua sngat laa)..hehe..kwn kat tuisyen dlu..nama dya?ermmm gna jak nama abg N..hahah glamour gtu..dya ne agak pendiam org nya selama 2 tahun kat tuisyn x pernah fara bercakap dgn dya..hahaha..lawak kan..sebab abg N ne jenis yg btul2 fokus time study (huhuhu..contoh yg bagus)..sampai kalau ada gempa bumi maybe dya x sedar..hahahah.ssshhhh..

now brother N sdg stdy kat utp (oussppss...)n ada Gf daa..so ssepa nk jadi gf abg N hohohoh..borang da hbis..ok laa..itu jak laa ttg abg N..

xoxo

sedih..

farah tahu ,start 2 hari yang lepas fara x updated blog.napa?sebab fara teda feelings nk say something kat blog ne.fara sedih sngt . atok fara dimasukkan ke hospital sejak 2 hari yang lalu .sebab dya ada masalah dalam badan nya.kami baru dapat tahu yang atok dapat lung cancer disebabkan merokok. semua nya berpunca daripada merokok.atok fara ne seorang yg kuat merokok,lau yak merokok satu hari x sah la hatinyaa..hmmm..selama ne kami sekeluarga da bagi nasihat kat dya tapi atok tetap nak rokok.lau berhenti pun sekejap jak ..hmmm..tapi semuanya sudah terlambat .sekarang atok dalam keadaan kritikel. kanser nya sdh last stage.doktor tak leh wat apa2 lagi cuz atok sudah tua tak larat nak buat chemotheraphy.skrg ne atok kat tawau (hometown fara)..lau nak bawa ke kk (SMC KK ),tak dapat sudah ,sebab atok sekarang bergantung sepenuhnya dengan oksigen.='( sedih sangat hati ne hanya ALLAH yang tahu.hanya doa sahaja mengiringi atok..kami sekeluarga tak putus2 berdoa untuk atok.fara sangat rapat dengan atok,disitulah tempat fara ketawa kerna atok suka buat lawak.tak pernah sekali dlm hidup fara ,atok mara kat fara.dya hanya tegur lau fara ada buat kesalhan n banyak nasihat fara.hmmm.......i cant say anymore .sori.bye.

shoppingz..but...?

hari ne sunday.tadi kami sekeluarga pergi laa jalan2 kat kk then transit kat wisma merdeka utk bbrp jam ..=p hahaha.fara minta abh belikan jam cuz semua jam fara sudah tamat perkhidmatan (ada yg rosak,ada yg habis beteri). then beli secreen protecter untuk handphone fara..yaii!bikin panas oww penjual kat kedai telefon tu.daka patut,harga screen protecter tu adalah RM 20 .then fara heran kenapa harga nya mahal dari kedai yang lain .rupa2nya 10 ringgit untuk servis tax..wow..ada lagi tu 'servis tex' setakat nak pasang benda tu kat hp.so bagus lagi fara pasang sendiri.lagipun cam berlagak laa penjual tu..abah pun cam menyampah ne..so fara 'terpaksa' beli cuz fara cari kat kk screen protectr utk jenis hp cam fara ne semua nya sudah habis dijual..hmmm..=.=''

then pergi kat giant kolombong mo beli barang laa..then abah suru kami pergi beli tpoup kredit..so fara n 'the geng' pn pergi laaa..first2 fara pergi ke kedai celcom teman kan si aliff n nisa ..but nisa xnak cz hmmm....tak tahu laaa ...so aliff jak la pergi beli..done.then turn fara..fara p ke kedai maxis laa..kedua2 kedai yg kami pergi tu smua nya teda yg jenis pakai tiket tapi jenis yg hantar trus..so ok laaaa...

tiba2 aliff ckp kat fara:''kak,kakak sudah dapat kredit ka?'' fara pun cakap laa..:''aik,sudah..napa?''...alahai rupa2 nya dia belum dapat lagi..so fara heran laa..then aliff p jumpa jurujual kat kedai celcom tu.kami tunngu kat bawah cuz mau balik sudah. bbrp minit kemudian aliff turun then dya gtw tht salesgirl tersalah hntr kredit kat num lain...uisssshhhh..punya laa abah marah..then kami semua p kedai tu balik.berperang mulut laaaa kami nee..termasuk fara..haahah..alasan yang dya bagi ,si aliff pnya tulisan dya x faham napa?cz dya bingung di antra num 3 n 5..aik?bukan jauh beza ka tu?gilak...then kmi minta ganti rugi dya x mau so apa lagi...maki hamun laaa..segala ayat zoo negara terkeluar...hahaahah...salah tht salesgurl baaa..napa dya x repeat num aliff tp jz tgk kat dlm buku yg aliff sudah tulis n lau dya x faham kenapa dya x panggil kami cz time tu kami masi di sekitar kedai tu baaa...berdepan lagi dengan Gurdian (cz kami kat gurdian time tu) but aliff still kat luar..aissshhh..pelik2..dasar mata duitan..my dad ckp yg duit bkn masalah but cara dya nk melayan customer tu baa cm cara melayan org yg teda sekolah ne ...

ok laaa.thts all for today..shoping but feel cm nk ...arrrgggghhh,geram laaa.dgn penjual zaman sekarang nee.....



xoxo

forget me not..

last nite fara wid family pergi la airport sebab nak jumpa kak zee.dya sudah mau balik p indon sdh.tak taw bila lagi dia balik ..huhuhu..fara ada bagi teddy kat dya (i hope kak zee suka ^^,) then mam bagi gelang n my sis ,nisa ...(mmm..tak tw la ..dya x kasi tgk ne =.='') ..waaaa..emotional betul la time tu.menangis kak zee.fara pun cam mau nangis ne tapi control2 jak..ngee~
kak zee balik ke indonesia sebab pengajiannya sudah tamat di malaysia.
dua tahun sudah dya di malayasia ..mestila dia rindu tanah air nya kan..


hmmm..this year sunyila sudah.cuz besnya kak zee akan datang bantu-membantu la ,time open house o time birthday party..tahun sebelumnya ada kak metri tapi kak metri sudah kahwin n sudah ada baby(awwww...) so pas kak metri balik tinggal kak zee jak laa.now this year teda sudah kak zee..huhuhh..teda sudah nak tolong make-over fara n nisa...heheheh





----kenangan yang terindah------


kak dont forget us yaa yg di Malaysia ne...


xoxo

munchazz gracias..

well,td abah bru jak smpai dr KL..hehehe..rndu plak dgn abah..yess..apa lg jalan2 la kmi esk2 ne..wahahahah..

hmmm...prcaya o tidak hari ne fara x larat nk keluar dari bilik cz ntah napa fara sngt2 ngntok n c faizzy ckp kat fara dya pn ngantok ne tym kat dlm clz..ceehhh..pnyakit berjakit..naaaa..napa tu aaaa..dua2 kena perkara sama..ssshhhhh...ngee~
so tym ayen text kat fara,hmmm..tym tu ok ckit masi awl jam 9 lbih gtu..dya ajak kuar tp fara ingt hati ne fara busy (besanya lau jumaat kadang2 fara bole busy ntah busy wat pa...)hahha..tp rupa2nya busy nk tido..issh issh isshh..mmg teramat mengatok laa hari nee..hmmm..tu laa gara2 bie la nee..talkd until 3 am..then bie suru fara kasi bangun dya jam 8.tp .hahaha..lau fara kasi bangun dyaa..ya Allah..pnya la susah. guna la pelbagai cara,suara mengoda ke,suara harimau ka, n so on .hmmm..tetap tak leh bangun.after half and hour baru la dya bangun tu pn lau fara sdh ltk telefon then send msg lebih kurang 3 kali n dlm msg tu fara ckp :''bie,today u hv clz at 9 am!''..hahaha..(dya sllunya ada clz jam 9 am)hahaha..kalang kabut la tu dya lau tinggal setengah jam lgi utk dya get ready...hahahah..tak pa laa.. mula dya meroyan sana sini..waahhh..cam na aa fara leh taw details ne aa,alaa besalaa he is my hubie of course i know all abt him..



to my hubie,plz spray ur room with ridsect o othr thngs tht can kill mosqito in ur room.other wise ,u'll having dengue fever again altouhg now u not completely 'safe' 4rm dis fever..(heheheh...=p) bt u hv to take care of ur self n tke some precountions before other bad things happen to you again..nasihat ne juga sesuai untuk korang semua.selalu laa time nak dekat magrib o time waktu senja tu rajin2 la sembur kan ridsect o wat eve jz 4 killing mosqitos..napa?sebab time gini laa nyamuk selalu keluar cari 'makanan'..tp kebiasaanyaa laa..my mom yg selalu wat keja ne cz dya pemegang tetap ridesct kat rmh fara..hahah..tp kat bilik fara laa selalu wat keja ne..lagipun gatal la lau nymuk tu sudah mengigit kat kulit..ntah2 darah pa2 nyamuk tu sdh hisap..takut la jg kan..kan deman denggi kini mula menular kat negara kita ne so berhati2 laa k.

xoxo

aiyoomaaa..(to ayen)

ehemmm..to my bff ayen ..hahaha..aq x melupakan kau laa..just busy..ermmm busy ka?well aq busy dengan mmmm ..well u knw ..hehehehe dya x brp sehat baa so aq temankan dya(texting n calling2) ..teda niat nak menjauhi kau wahai sahabat sejati ku..ok..^^,
lagipun adik n servent aq sakit so terpaksa jaga dorang kat rmh..aku mau keluar dengan emily kelmarin pun aku terpaksa cancel cuz masa aku dgn clz D clash dengan timing kami mau kuar..huhuhu...
tak palaa..len kali kita kuar k..tp mom aku cakap dya x mau da hntr kat 1 Borneo cz distance dr rmh kami jauh baa..so lau aq mau p on terpaksa naik bas..huhuhuhu..inilah realiti kehidupan..


xoxo

tu amor

hi,kmbali bersua lg kat blog farah ne aaaa..sori yesrtday farah teda masa nk online byk sngt probs yg perlu d bwat plus farah sngt2 tense dgn condition faizyy ..mmmm..so teda mood plak nk on9 bt smua ok ..alhamduliah..faizzy da ok degngan masalah denggi fever nya ..cuma skrg otak nya makin mereng2 ..hehehe..(terlbih dos ubat kot)..hmmm..tp dya makin kurus laa..dulu x silap farah..hmmm..cubby bkn main..tulaa ..farah suka ejek dya gemuk.naaaaa...skrg ne kurus sdh dya..(semua keadaan fizikalnya luarannya farah dpt tgk via 3G)...huhuhuuhu..kesian laa dya..apa la farah leh wat..jarak kami menjadi penghalang..ssabar2 je la bie..

hari ne farah mau ckp ttg faizzy jak cz nothng spcial utk farah nk ceta selain dia..kelmarin faizzy hntr text kat farah n ada satu msg ne yg farah sngt tertarik..iaitu :'u must be happy when the love of ur life loves u more thn anythng''..ouch! i like tht words..dya pujuk farah ba tu cz farah sllu frust dalam menjalani kehidupan yg penuh pancaroba ne..hanya Allah tahu apa yg tersirat kat dlm sanubari farah ne..lau farah nak meluahkan perasaan fara jz luah kan kat faizzy cz dya sungguh memahami fara n sering motivate fara lau fara cm nk berputus asa dlm melakukan sesuatu..begitu juga fara..lau faizzy ada probs dya somtimes akan gtw kat fara tp kebanyakkn dya xnk gtw cz dya nk independent dlm hidupnya..tp kami saling understand each othrs lau gaduh pn mayb pasal hal2 kecil ataupn salah faham (heheh..fara la tu yg sllu start..ngee~)

btw now sdh 7 bln da relatinship kami ne.. until now kami sabar sentiasa dlm menghadapi apa2 jak rintangan dlm hubungan kami cz we LOVE each other until the end of our life..aminn..biarlaa hubungan kami ne unik sikit cz bervcinta dlm telephone o fb o skype..hehehe...^^,
hmmm..i cant wait to meet him soon..insyaallah..


now dya sedang busy dengan clznya..sometimes dln seminggu tu jz 3 kali jak dya call farah cz dya sngt2 la busy dgn clz nya plus prsnttion n bla bla bla..bt its ok laa..itu pn utk furure nya ..nntila lau sdh setahun da hubungan kami,farah akn cerita kan segala2nya ttg kmi..cm na kami leh knl n etc..


saya cinta awak-Bahasa Malaysia
wo ai ne-Bahasa Cina
hum hai rahi pyaar-Urdhu
tu amor-Spanish
I LOVE YOU -English

~jz for my honey bie ^^,

xoxo

cobaan..

shld i say smthng?lolx mestilaa kan..firtsly farah dapat bad2 news..y?my hubie suffer dengue fever..goshh..tghhari td dya text farah..no wonder la dya x rply my msg yesterday cuz he went to blood test n he so tensd wit it plus phone dya ttrtingal kat room kwnyaa..tp its ok...huhuuhu..farah terkejut gilerr laa..yerlaa..skrg ne mcm2 pnya pnyakit leh merebak..HINI laa...baru2 ne pn DJ era Allahyarham Din Beramboi meningal dunia pun pasal ths kind of fever..yaa..mmg demam denggi ne leh bw maut sbb tula farah sungguh takut lau apa2 yg terjadi kat faizzy..hmmm..ptut la jg dua tiga hari ne farah rasa cm x sedap hati laa n asyik teringt kan faizzy..

thn td ptg farah tanya perkembangan faizzy,dia cakap semua ok..cuz dya cepat2 pergi jumpa doktor..bagus laa ,lau tak pegi ambil rawatan boleh mmbwa ke maut owww..syukur la he ok sudah..tinggal dia perlu p wat medical checkup untuk beberapa hari ne...hmm..macam2 perkara farah bayangkan..negatif la kebanyakkan (panik laa)..i really love him and he also love me too..sempat lagi time kat hospital faizzy text kat farah:''baby angel,u r my strength,i cant live widout you..if u think negative better i die (jz kiding naughty girl)hahaha..i knw u..u alwayz think negative when come about me but plzz angel dont take it too serious cuz i'll ok when ur LOVE alwyz im my heart..love u my baby angel''..sempat lagi dia cakap gitu kan..mmg dia sudah taw da perangai farah thts y dya ckp gtu cuz farah cakap farah da lemah semngat da bila dngr bad news 2 n x tw nk wat pa ..eh,sepa sakit skrg ne aa..faizzy o me?dya plak tenang kan farah bkn farah yg tenangkan dya..heheh..*thts y i love him=)

then lepas satu,satu lagi bad news..adik llki farah,aliff kena chicken pox kz trjangkit dgn lil sis farah ,nisa (tp she ok sdh now)..thn my maid terkena jg chicken pox..aduhai..terpaksa laa farah ganti dya aka bantu dya wat keja rnmh (ksian laa kan)..its ok not a problem for me..^^,

td tym driving, farah ok sudah bab2 parking yg tiga penjuru..uncle tu ckp (tutor) farah kena ambil QTI test tu diz month..huuhuhu..mayb next week oww..alahai byk sungguh cobaan yg ALLAH bagi kat farah hari ne..tp xpa itu satu ujian dalam kehidupan..bak kat P.Ramlee dlm bujang lapok..''issh,issh,isssh,isssssshhhh....cobaaaaannnn....''hehehe

xoxox

bussiness oh bussiness..

hahah..yai!maw tw ka skrg farah tgh ceburi bidang prniagaan cz my mom srh aq brjinak-jinak skit dgn bidang ne..its ok laa..so aq msuk jadi member AVON..hmm..farah jadi member pn sbb farah tgk brgnya murah n ok (not bad laa..)cz kan farah compare dgn brg2 kosmetik yg bkn jenama cm maybeline,laurel,Zee, n lots more kan farah rs avon ok lgi laa walupn bkn branded..

tp for me as student yg lom ada lg keja ne kan ,yg masi lg mnggur n mengharapkan parents pnya duit mn leh leh kan..so drpd farah buang masa lbih baik farah join avon ..hahah..cz slma ne kan farah bli brg utk kgunaan sndiri pn sllu maybeline complte set kadang2 n harga nya lbih dr kmmpuan..lain laa lau farah da ada krja thn dpt gaji pn yg bombastik lain la kann..itu leh consider skit..hahaha..lgpn avon ne kan dya ada byk discount 4 member n kadang2 dya bgi kt gift laa thn ada bonus lg tu..so sspa yg bknan nk join avon tu..contct jela farah..heheh(aishh..promo nmpk..ngee~)

so skrg farah pnya krja ialah nk promo n cri member avon ..haha..kira bussiness la ne kan...hahah

yezz..esk p litar ..blajr driving lg..(hmm lma jg aq nk ambik test QTI ne kan)..xpa esk farah nk bwt yg trbaik thn minta tutor tu bgi farah ambil QTI test as soon as possible..xsabar nk ada lesen..jelez la dgn kwn2 yg lain..dorang smua da ada lesen ..huhuhu..xpaa..yg pnting ingt laa ayat ini ''biar lambat asalkan selamat''..heheh..skian trima kasih..

xoxo

dont trust people easily.

yaa..farah baru jak dpt news la someone ckp kat farah yg farah ne playgirl laa ska prmainkan guy laa..helo??bila masa plak ne boleh ttimbulnya ceta bgini..org ne yg brnama J laa..(sori farah xmau nk sbut nmanya cz its so privasi) text farah td..slma ne teda mslh pn..antara conrain msg dya :

J:hi farah..pa kbr..owwhh ada bf x gtw aa..
me:aik bila ms la dya leh tw ne (dlm hati laa ne )..Mmm..hi,kbr baik..bf?
J:yelaa..xkan gf laa..oyaa..ko ne rupa2nya palygirl aaa..
Me:hah?wht..sepa ckp ne ..bila masa plak aq plygirl ne hah?
J:hmm..ntah laa..tp aq dgr kat somebody laa
me:sepa?
J:kwn ko sndiri yg ko mmg rapat.
me:Q?
J:yupp..
me:smpai ati jg dya ckp gt2..J u knw me rite..i'm nt thts kinds of girl kan..
J :no komen..mmmok laa farah aq mo kuar jap nnti aq msg ko lg..bye..
Me:aik,ne jak..?

smpai tu jak laaa..J ckp dya first mo knlkn farah kat kazen nyaa..tp ada kbr angin mengatakan farah ne plygirl so dya x jadi knl kan kat farah laa (btw x hingin pn aq nk knl laa)..isshhh..xsngka oww..kwn sndiri ckp cm tu kat farah..npa jak cm baik tp suka judge org brdasarkn 'gosip'..

hmmmm..thn lps 1 hal ne kuar lg 1 news..kali ne lg rs cm naik angin da farah..uissshh..y org tuduh2 me bkn2 aaa..dorang ingt dorang tu hbt sngt ka hah?i knw im nt so popular like 'u' bt i at least i knw who i am!me plygirl ka ,childish ka , lembik ka o wat eve jgn laa nk gtw kat smua org yg sy cm tu..sy kwn smua org tak kira prmpuan ka llaki ka..lau sy x tgur ckp sombong lau sdh tgur n bkwn ckp plygirl..aik..mn satu la ne kan..

utk org tu which is miss Q..stop judging me like tht laa..nonsense laa..wat kerja kat luar sn drpd kau hbiskan duit parents kau p clubing,lepak2kat bndr os sebarkn news yg x guna ne.ksian la mak bapa kau tu yg bkrja keras utk kau wlaupn family kamu tu sdh kaya raya..aq da dgr bnyk prkara negatifdrpd rami org tp aq diam jak npa?cuz aq lbih BIJAK, PINTAR n profesional drp kau... jz two words 4 u go f**k off!!

so to all my friends jg jgn la prcaya org sngt..wlaupn dia org yg paling kt sayang n rapat skali..hmmm..time can change a person life bt human cant chnge the time..



p/s:mlm ne mmg pissd off!

sunday..

td farah p kuar dgn mama n my siblibgs (nisa,aiman aka danish )aliff xdpt nk p cz dya skit..kmi mkn kuar cz kak fiqah p cuti utk 1 hari ne ada bnda dya nk settle ..mmm..kmi p yUmmy chicken..sprt besa fav food aq kat sn ialah Kon Loh Meen wid dumpling..ank tauke tu da knl da kmi cz kmi pelanggn tetap dorang..so keistimewaan jadi pelanngn ttp dya akn bgi mknan tu lbih2..heheh..(i like it..)..mmg brbaloi laa..cz asalkn mkn kat sn msti dya bgi dessrt (ehemm..free taw..)thts y i like thst restourant..

apa mo ceta yaa..td abah call ,abh tanya farah sdh ceck ka farah pnya sstus prmohonan kat upu thn farah ckp lom lgi..hmm..abh so excited ooww..smua borang kmasukkn p U abh yg tulis n key in..hahaha..cm abh plak mo msuk..its ok laa abh kt ank brank msuk sm2 kat U..thn trpksa 'sign argument' dgn abh iaitu :TAK BOLEH NAK BERDATING LAU BLOM HBIS BLAJAR (dlm erti kata lain tunggu da ada keja pegi laa puas2 sn dating)..hahaha..padan muka c faizzy..lolx..jhtnya aq ne..

oyaa..mo tw ka..skrg ne kan farah cm cendurong mo p cri lgu yg lama2 (english)..cm westlife,gareth gates ,air supply,celine dion n many more..npa?cuz ntah laa..music dorang tu cm pnuh dgn feelings..melodynya x sngt keras jz smooth jak..best lau dgr time mo tido trus automatic ttido ne thn mimpi prince charming ,naik kuda,dress,rose...(wow..trlbih plak..)
hehehe..=p
nnti la farah ltk music dorang yg farah sngt suka..hehehheh..

ok...


xoxo-faramore

hmm..td me going out alone d 1 Borneo..firstly ain, fiza mo pegi la dgn aq
..jz hang out kan cz borink sdh kat rmh..(aq yg plan )..so farah dtg la jam 11.07 am kat 1b cz sdh jnji dgn dorang jam 11 kmi jmpa..ok finela..farah la yg first dtg kan so jln2 la kat 1B tu so p la somethng difrent cz mo bli brg 4 faizan n me laa..aq pegi bli couple keychain 4 him cz keychian tu cute laa wii..n me plak bli keychain lulu bell (i dont wht tht keychain name)..

















(depan n belakang...hahha..so sweet la keychain mickey MOuse ne..i'll gv to
my hubie =)









(diz mine..i dont wht ths keychain nme ...hehehe..cute?)









(hahah..shoping beg..prove tht i went to Something Diffrent shop)heh

slps farah bli belah kat shop tu farah trtunggu2 ja ain (cz dya blom smpai lg jm da dkt jam 11.30 da) my insting ckp msti ada somthng happen yh brlaku ne kan ..so suddnly yen text me sayin tht "Aku nda jadi jalan.sori"..waaaahh..trus farah jd cm blank ne 4 a while..yala dis th first time i'm going through dz kind off situation..huhuhu..then farah keep thinking la mo p mn pastu..thn fara planz nk p jln2 n round2 kat 1B..so farah singgh la jap kat kdai acessori ne..bli acesori hehehe..for me..farah bli gelang n gelang kaki..








(gelang tu Rm 5 gelang kaki RM12)


yg gelang kaki farah mls nk upload cz da paki da..hehehe...ok pastu farah p mkn la kat OLD TOWN sje jak nk buang msa ..huhuhu..lepak half and hour kat sn..boring owww sndiri2..hmm..rindu plak cibye2 n uncle yang lau p old town ne..thn farah call mama sruh ambil jam 2 cz boring laa..tp ufff sndihnyaa..mama ckp napa awl blik..my mom xtw ba ain xdpt dtg lau dia tw ..arrgghhh..mati farah..so farah cover line jak la..farah ckp ain kena blik awl cz mo blik kampung..(knon nya laa)..xpa la skali skla bohong sunat..thn mama ckp :mama x amu ambil awl cz mama blom makan lg n mama mo rht2 dlu..(time tu bru jm 12.45)..huhuhu..sdihnyaa..trpaksa buang masa n buang duit lg..hmmm..thn farah p harris bookstore (buang masa kat situ)..hmmm..thn apa lagi yaa..(jap mo pkir dlu)...=.=''

oyaaa..thn farah pegi bli magazine cz mo dduk2 dlu laa kat cafe ka o kat tmpt dduk d 1B tu..thn yen2 call me dya ckp dya smpai sdh kat 1B (jam 1 lbih gtu laa)tp tht time i knw mama msti mo pegi ambik farah daa..(mayB)..thn ok laa..msg mama xbls so farah ingt mama tido ke..so ayen ajak farah p tgk wayang film..aisshh lupa da tht film name..hehehe..







paastu tb2 mama msg yg mama mo ambik sdh farah katanyaa..huhuhuh..cancel la progrm mo p tgk wayang..so ayen mayb dya kasi tu tiket kat org len (tp dya ckp dya mmg brmurah hati mo kasi kat org len..(nice girl la u..)


hmmm..thn mama smpai cm jam2 gtu..she pick me up thn pegi bli milky tea kat wisma merdeka..plus ambil my member card kat tht sn (baby ice cafe)..


hahahahhaha...huhuhuhuh..wnat to knw my total expenditure for today..ok jom kt kira sma2..acessori RM17, keychain RM 15 , food RM 12 ,magazine RM 8.30 ,popcorn RM 6++ SO total up is ________..kira la sndiri..bgini laa kan lau sndiri2 jln..miss bajet smua mo dbeli..aiyooo..bankrupt la me if begini sllu..xpaa..him kan ada..wahahaha..

ok laa...tht all frm me..


xoxo..

-----mission incomplet------

i know u love me..

hye..dz me again..today i wnt to share abt my feelings ..(jiwang la kt ari ne k)..ermm..faizan last nite spend his time 4 me..he ask me to cal him via vdeo cal la cz lau fara cal dpt free kan..so ok fine fara pn cal..at first fara x mau tp fara rasa smpai bila nak bdingin jak dgn dya kan..so ok laa..ya2..kmi brsembang smpai pagi..(phone pn mcm sot2 sdh cz smbil charge brgayut dlm telephone)..hahaha..we talking abt our future ..awww..he so romantik la last nite..he said to me:'farah i cant live widout u,i'm so lucky to hv a gf n future wife like u (future wife lg tu..lolx)..and farah u u complte my life so plz dont live me cz i dont to live in incomplte life n plz forgv me if i alwyz making u sad angel''..awww..so touching la smua ayat dya..hmm..i love u sweet heart..i know u love me so much..yaa..fara tw kadang2 farah sllu cri pasal kat dya tp dya ok jak..cz dya ckp i is his angel forever..i love when he call me angel it so cute laa..dya cakap yg dya sdh bgtaw da ttg hubungan kmi kat family dya h his mother wnt to meet me one day..=)

i'm also wnt to say sori to u my heart if i alwyz o sometimes making u tensd n mad altought u nvr told me tht u r mad to me..faizan akan tinggl kat malaysia forever cz dya ada businessnya kat sni..hmmm..last nite jgk dya ada ckp ttg relationshp dya dgn ex dya dlu (fara minta dya crita kan so mn leh dya tolak prmintaa fara)..hehehe..dya cakap antara fara dgn ex dya dlu ..hmm..jauh lbih beza..fara lbih baik drpd ex nya cz faizan ckp dlu ex dya ne sorang yg DEMANDING ,x caring n a big LIAR..nak taw ka..ex dya dlu prnh curang kat faizan..hubungn dorang lbih kurang 5 tahun gtu tp ex-gf nya ada skndal dgn org len dan sllu mmburukkn faizan kat org lain smpai family faizzY mara kat dya..(faizzy n kachu nma timangn faizan)..ermm..gfnya dlu tu adlh kazennya..hahha..trus faizn minta breakup kat dya cz dya x tahan dgn prmpuan mcm dya..huhuhu..lgpun gf nya tu jnis yg xleh dbw brgurau sllu ambik smua guraun tu sbgi prkara yg serious..hmm..ksian kan faizzy..stakat tu jela fara gtw cz ada bnyk tpi ne jak yg best..

then akhirnya faizan jmpa farah..all the sad things tht came into his life change to happiness..dya ckp kat fara..firstly dya mmg jz nak kawan dgn farah tp sunddly ada somthng kat hatinya untk mengeluarkan ayat 'I LOVE YOU' kat farah..hahah..time tu fara bru knl dya bbrp minggu jak..hahaha..n then fara mn lah respond cz farah sngka dya main2 jak..tp spls dya prove somthng yg mmbuatkan hati fara trbuka trus fara trima dya sbgai spcial gf..hahahah..ssshhh..secreat time tu tinggl bbrp hari jak spm..hahaha..dya yg byk mdorong fara cz besala tension kan time nk exm..hahaha..itu pn dgn syarat jz 1 kli jak sminggu utk call farah...ahahahah..tp pas smuanya slsai kmi truskan relationshp kmi until now..

thts all for today..
muaahhhh...
xoxo

farah u so kool~

hahahah..show off ka ayt tu..hahaha..me happy ba cz td time bljr driving yg part naik bukit aq past dgn ''cemerlang''..waaa hbt cz part ne byk org sllu faild alhamdulilah aq past laa..tp yg spoil kan tym part yg mo parking kreta..fuuuhh~..setengah mati farah nk msuk dlm petak tu..(3 formula yg uncle aka tutor farah bgi)tp separuh jak yg ingt..errmm..sparuh?hahah..smpai pening tu uncle mo wat cm na lg supaya farah bole lancar kasi msuk tu kreta..dya ckp farah mls mo ingt formula cz prkara yg susah cm naik bukit tu farah leh wat dgn senang.aiyoyo..
well u knw me~(yai! minta ayt minta puji)..

hari ne teda crita sal c booboo..mls farah nk ingt (i mean nk tulis kat blog ne )..wat mnyemak jak..oyeahh...heheheh..td kan..ada 1 guy ne kat tmpt farah bljr driving la (litar ADC )..OMG!!!pnyala ..hensem n aaaa...(x tw nk ckp apa)..dya asyik tgk farah (aik?cm na farah tw aa..ermmm..)hheheeh..dya dduk d pondok bdekatan dgn tmpat frh mo bljr driving kreta (part parking)..aduhh..malunyaa..yela balik2 slh formula blik2 dsuruh maju reverse x2...heheheh..msti dya ktwa tu kan dlm hati sbb tula kot dya mcm tgk farah jak..ehemmm..tp..tym kat part naik bukit ...hahahahaha..farah bseblhan la dgn dya ne kan ..thn (kan me sdh terror kat bukit ) so apa lgi tunjuk la skill depan mamat ne..hhahaha..wow!senyum lebar cz farah dlu yg turun bukit dya masi stuck atas bukit..ahahahaha..cian delo..

ok laa...stakat ne jela..farah nk p bengkel demo mkeup ne..(hahaha..part time job kat avon)..hahaha..thn ptg ne mo jln2 dgn edward cullen lg..(isshh..x sdr diri btul laa..ANGAN2 )mlm ne nak wat puding dadih ..yeah..tunjukkn skill mu princess..hahaahah..lolx..ok laa..
bye..


xoxo-farah..

love u booboo~

hehehe..im so sori cz x post somthng utk yg klmarin n klmrinya lg cz teda mood..ya3..happy birthday my heart u already bcome old haha..(hi old man ..)muaahhaa..
yaa..love u alwys my heart bt dont too much naughty whn im not around u..
love u honey..



xxoxo..

i.m so sad`

(feel wnt to cry)..hmmm..npa ya setiap percintaan tu perlu ada kesedihan dan tangisan?kenapa cinta tak boleh biarkan kita gembira selalu?kenapa mesti ada yang mengalah dlm setiap perhubungan.? ya Allah,kuat kan ujian hidup yang kau berikan kepada ku..
yaa..ini pasal faizan (bf sy)..saya tak tahu apa yang berlaku antara kami berdua?inya bermula kelmarin.farah hantar msg kat dia then dia cakap psl tired la,gona die soon la n bla bla bla (yg sungguh nonsense) so farah cuba la tenangkan dya tapi dya cam wat dono jak.then time farah nak call,dia ckp :''farah plx nt nw'' aik?napa plak cam ne kan.selama ne dia ok jak.tp mayb dya busy kan o penat sngat tp at least ckp la somthng yg dya menghargai farah cz cuba tenang kan dya.hmm..farah sedih btul.td faizan ada call farah via skype thn ckp2 la kami.tp farah rasa dia cam org len thn farah text la kat dya npa ur sound look diffrent thn dia reply kat farah:''no la im not bt u.''ouhhh..farah plak dia ckp len mcm aa..ok fine..
tp farah relax jak so utk buang masa farah cuba la cek kat fb dya..aaa..im so suprise when i saw post dya kat junior nya if i nt missd taken tht gurl namanya jacualine like tht la..na tw ka apa yg farah rasa unfair btul.gurl tu post la kat fb dya :i'm so sad'' thn faizan komen kat situ :why?wht hapend?''...amboii..punyala caring nampak.tapi dgn gf sendiri nk ckp gitu pn susah (yela i mean for today)ari ne pn dia tak text kat farah tp dgn org len ..hmmmmmmmmmm...!!
sakit hati ne!
thts y im so sad skrg ne..farah xtw sebenarnya faizan think farah ne apa hah?gf o friend?napa dia ada probs bt nvr share wid me ?hmmm...its ok...
its alright.lbih baik farah listen kat one song ne lagi best by LEONA LEWIS-I GOT YOU..cam ada kaitan kan ..hahahah..
well faizan i dont care wht u wnt to do. up to u..i dont wnt make me sad o get Migrain cz thinking of it too much..=.=

muah..new theme..

yeah..farah letak theme yg bru sudah utk blog ne..cute kan.i like the colour..so sweet!
heheheh...sebenarnya farah mau tambah acessori kat blog ne supaya nampak lbih stylish skit tp disebabkan farah baru jak menceburi bidang ne so agak terbatas la nak hias2 kan skit ne.tp tak pa farah akan belajar dari kwn2 n layari internet berkaitan macam mana nak mencantikkan blog ini ..muahhh..yerla supaya nnti sesapa yg baca o dtg 'singgah'' kat blog farah ne x rasa boring la..nnti mungkin farah akan tambah lagu2,glitter text n many more la..haha..awsome!
so sspa yg mmpunyi informasi cm mana nak cantikkan n meng'cute'kan blog sila la gtw n shre informasi tu kat farah k..


p/s:sbnarnya rasa jelez tgk kwn2 yg len pnya blog yg lbih cantik dari farah..~=p

this is life before u gonna b someone

hmmm.....sdh lama farah x buka blog..npa?cz...hmm..ntah laa..btw spm farah ok,alhmadulilah.hmm..xsngka..math dpt A.syukur laa.skrh jz tunggu rsult utk twaran ke U plak.rndu plak dgn blog farah ne tw.=.=''
me n faizan?hehehe..ok still goin on~love him!<3
sbnrnya farah mo wat nukilan kat sni cz rasanya byk prasaan yg farah pendam tp teda sspa yg tw.nak ceta kat org adlh la bt nt trlampau details jz outline jak..hari ne farah megemas blik .yala cz sdh lm x makeovr blik ne kan so alang2 kasi kmas ckit la n tmbh pa2 hiasan yg patut..
so abt today activity farah post kat facebook as my sttus.thn i juz post :''fuuhh..pntnya ari ne..'makeovr' bilik ..(citah u'll proud whn u see the changes..hahah) ♥ ''
thn yg komen psl tu citah..dya ckp mkin itu hanyala hangt2 taik ayam jak aka yg taik tu ganti susu qiqi yg basi...burrhh!!!!!!im so FRUST WID THT WORDS!hello npa jg mo ckp cm tu ..i kno u r my aunt tp as aunty u shld happy la kan cz slma ne dya jg yg byk ckp ttg tu..wawa npa x kms blik la,npa brsepah n bla bla bla....
tension farah tw lau gni..
urrgghhh~thn me cm teda smngt sdh nk wat smua ne..yala bgi down org ba cm tu..
hmmm...yaa ..mayb u think im so rude kan cz post ths kind of situation kat blog..tp dont care cz mls mo simpan kat dlm hati ne.pnt tw.esk plak mama teda cz mama p twu visit atok cz mbah (nma yg kmi pnggil for our grndpa) skit..
ok la ..bye 4 today..

spm result is coming out soon!!!!!!

when i open my facebook, all my frnds talking abt spm rsult..burrgghh~im so scard n nervous.i hope i will past with flyin colour.ameen..i dont knw wht to say more abt it.dz rsult is my HOPE ,my KEY , my DREAM , my FUTURE..ya ALLAH berikan kan lah aq kerberkatan di dunia dan diakhirat..
hmm...the rsult will coming on 11 march(nxt thursday)..i thought 16 march bt my insting said tht it will out early..yaa..it come true..huhuhuhu...
thts all 4rm me 4 today..bye~

liltle bit busy

i jz cme bck frm my homeown ystrday..yaa..thts y i didnt uptd my blog since 4 daz ago..(ouupss..sori=.='' im getting busy n busy now)..btw today my lil si birthday.she is now turn to 12th years old hahhha..HAPPY BIRTHDAY icah!! damn thts y im busy now cz i;v to planz for her birthday party nxt wek.it suppose to be dz wek bt my father hv some wrks to do (he went to outstation frm ysterday until nxt week)...arrgghh..so now i've to planz somthng 4 de party..^__^! bsides tht i also now hv to focus on my drivng clz ka driving lesson.=.=''
oyeah oyeah..my faizan will be coming bck tomorrow!!!!yeppii!!im so hapy..cant ait 4 tmrow..k lah..i've to go now..bye ...

driving clz moment..

yepp...i wnt to smilez...and smilez ..b nt like a 'pagal' la..haaha..yestrday im going to my driving clz(best lorr ^__^!) tp so funny..cz my tutor alwayz shocked when i drive the car with high speed (in suddnly) thn he start to talk bla..farah u cannot do this,do tht n bla blabla..ya3 i knw =.=''
hmm..i suppose get my licence L ystrday bt th uncle (i cll my tutor uncle) said tht i didnt gv him my photo thn said 'hah!alrdy laa..thn he start to find my photo around his car (arrgg..so many photo of studnt tht's y u cant find my photo)..at last he find mine..arrgghh..he said tht mayb today he will go to JPJ to get my licence..(i hope ths time i can finally get it...)
bwt i need the licence L so tht i can start to learn to drive bt i cant bring any passenger until i get my licence P thn bring la as my passenger i like ..hahahha..

eclips..

i dont knw wht shld i put for my title ..cz i dont hv any idea to put on it..hmm..exactly i dont knw wht to typ on my post..uff~am i busybody gurl which alwayz whnt the attention of my boyfriend's..but..?
yaa..every my post i'll said abt him..i juz wt to share my feelings for those who r read my blogs..bt th only question in my mind rite now iz..y he does not hv any free time fr me??y im the one who askin abt him..im nt showing tht im caring too much bt i knw my responsibilities as his gf..after 3 msg thn he will rply it..when i ask him somthing he will sayin tht he was busy with the parliment elections n bla bla bla..(i dont knwn anything too much abt prliment...=.='') hmm..it ok he was a busy man..i hv to understnd him..nt to judge him like tht..=)
heloo..pupil~diz iz FARAH the gurl which born juz to be happy...hahahhhaha..lolx
aaaaaaaaaaa~SPM rsult iz coming soon...waa~wht shld i do!
nervous~mommy!daddy!help!!

p/s:plz pray 4 my good result k..

gurl time..

yaa..aq demam kelmarin smpai 2 hari ne..hari rabu tu aq ada kuar hang out sm member aq laa..dorang ria,jen,mily,ong and sadi..fuuhh..best lorr..kmi round2 cp thn p warisan ..hahaha..brulang-alik kmi p tmpt yg sm ..lolx..cuaca ari tu ..arrgghh..pns sngt..aq rs cm teda air-con ne kat CP ..sabar2 jak..yaa..mmg hang out sm dorang ne dpt memnuat aq peacful drpd jz thinking abt him!hey ne farah laa..btw aq miz member aq smua..tulah time jmpa ari tu ..rs cm sdih laa..yala lm sdh x jmpa..hmpir 1 bln setengah..
kmi p OLD SATATION,thn p PIza Hut,thn KARAOKE!!pastu jln2 smbil ambik gmbr kat WATEFRONT..i loveit!^__^..hahaahaah..im so enjoying wid them.. i hope we will be best frends FOREVER!! I LOVE U GURLZ..^__^

Heartbreaker

since ysterday im nt so well...actualy im wnt go for online bt i jz refus to go online...yaa..tht one of my hurtness..secnd bcuz of him;my bf..since he come back to lahore he didnt cll me jz 2 times only..mm..mayb he is bz b isnt thr r no time 4 me.im so sad..all my msg he didnt rply(jz when i ask to rplt thn he will )..when he said tht he wnt to cll me ..i felt so hapy..bt when i wait n wait n wait ..NOTHING..he didnt cll me at all..u believe or nt tht i spend my credit 4 him iz abt RM10 in 3 dayz!!!ths is bcuz my love iz alrdy blind..i dont care wid it..bt when he do tht to me..i felt so crush,sad n eveythng..my LOVE iz nt a STUND!like u think.i dont knw wht else i wnt to say..im lik a 'heartbreaker'

fire!fire!fire!

urrgghhh...yestrday..thr r fire infront of my house..










the firemen so late to comes..im so panic
cz the wind blow so high and making th fire to burn the dry grass very fast im so scard..
it took 1 hour to makng the fire stop frm burn to othr place..all the residents near my house so panic and some nauhgty guyz taking the pic so near until their sound by the firemen..hahaha~
im so glad to ALLAH cz at last the fire waz stop ..

twinkle twinkle lilttle star...

hahaha..hai..im back..sori for not post anything since last nite.im so busy , i bcome a baby sitter..yaa..my aunty jz arrivd on saturday at KK for a bank-staff meeting (she waz a manager for the bank at tawau) n she was busy thn she drop by her child which iz jz a 6 months baby nmes syazana..my aunt husband also busy with his works in kk so no one can take care of their kid..so my mom said:'faah u take care of syazana k ''..ufff..thn i hv to take care laa..


ths me and syazana..i like a 'mom' cz i gv her milk when she wnt, make her sleep( when syazana want toleep i hv to sing twinkle2 little star song..hahaha..i can be the nxt american idols..^__^!!) and also making her to laugh..hahah...she iz so cute..when she iz cry my mom will said:'farah quik make some milk for her!!''..arrggghhh...thn i will said:'ma,im nt a baby sitter and im nt too pro to making a milk for a kids ,so wait laa..''
=.=''
my life yestrday so like "hair-wire"..no time for online..and now im mising syazana cz her mom took him back to hotel ..bt tomrow syazana will see us gain b4 they all go back to twu..~

Two is Better Then One~

hmmmm..today is the day..faizan went bck to his hometown..im gonna mis him..he will going for his holiday abt 3 weeks..n me?hey..of course im stay at here..~
jz now at 9.40 pm he call me tht he juz arrivd at kerachi,pakistan and thn aftr half and hour he will reach his home..want to knw wht happen to me b4 he cll me..arrgghh..its so suckz..i feel like hell..walking around my house,my room and along with my phone in the hand cuz waiting his call(im jz feel tensed when he didnt call me after 6 hours cuz he said tht he will reach pakistan like 4 or 5 hours ..huhuhuh..U_U)..then watching and counting the time..ufff...my life so sukz without him..he iz so meaningful for me(i m so EMO =.='')..LOVE YOU MY HEART..^__^!
i hope he will take care of himself...not to forgotting me..(ehemm dear dont dare to forget me if not u knw wht i'll do to you..hahahaha@,@)..hmmm...
tomorrow i'll join my sis to playing badminton at Likas Badminton Court..i jz trying want to make myself happy cz i want to fill my time wid othrs activties while waiting him to come back at malaysia(soon..)..heheeeh..
k..jz only 4 today updates..me going to sleep..ehemm actually waiting for my booboo call cz he wnt to cll me back when he reach his home hheehehe...bye..gd nitez..^__^!

shld i control my diet??

i jz saw my weight scale (..the things tht i hate most ..=.=''!!) thn it show my weight which is now 49kg..arrgghhh~ i cant imaging aftr 2 months whn im not goin 4 some activits(like going to school , tuition n etc) my weight are increase ..damn so fast thn i tought..arrggh~yaa2..wht my boyfrnd say..''baby u r FAT ..''..ufff~..yes dear u r corrct ..i ordy bcome a fat girl..argghh~ i jz whn join the BIGGEST LOSER n bcome mmber of it ..hhaha..so tht i can get my ideal weight bck or on other words WANT TO LOOSE MY WEIGHT!..=,=
so as a conclusion ...shld i controlling my weight or not??hmm..@.@'
yaaaa....i'l goin to a diet programe tht i will make by my own..going for a exercise,jogging,swimming , eat jz twice a day (breakfest n lunch) walking2 or wat eve la tht i think i can loose my weight..(me like depressd ordy bcouse of it...)
so wish me luck so tht i can lose my weight as soon as possible..so tht my boyfrnd will nvr say me a fat girl anymore..hahaaha...^__^

happiness vs sadness

knpa sometimes kalau kt sdh gmbira msti ada ksedihn dlm hidup..yaa..mmg itu ada lah asam gram dlm khidupan tp....for me somtimes nt fair la kan cuz klau kt sdh byk tempuhi ujian dlm khidupan knp masi kt tidak dpt kgmbiraan yg kt nak ..knp ada org yg hpy sllu dlm khidupnnya ttp ksdihn dan kkcewaan jarang dia tmpuhi??knp pula ada org yg perfect dlm hidupnya itu sllu bahagia..(x smua laa..)=.=''
hmm..mmng lumrah dlm khidupan..cm roda ada kala kt diatas adakala kt di bawah..
aq nk mmetik sbuah ungkapan darikwnku..bgiku ungkapan trsbut sungguh brmkna..renung2kanlah k..
''kkdang kita minta kepada ALLAH setangkai bunga segar, DIA beri kaktus berduri. kita minta kupu2, diberi ulat bulu. kita sedih dan kecewa .Namun kemudian kaktus itu berbunga, indah sekali. Dan ulat itupun menjadi kupu2 yg cantik. Itulah jalan ALLAH, indah pada masaNYA..''
^__^

everybody looking for love..

i cot this lyrics frm jason darulo song-In My Head..best la ths song..i love it..its so meaningful hahaha..for me??of course laa.